| 1045h
Feeling... irritated Happiness of the day: he bought me a cheap ring hahaha... Event of the week: going back to m'sia on Saturday. I'm so irritated! argh...I just realised that my mom didn't tell my dad at all that I would be watching a performance this saturday. We agreed that we would go back to Malaysia after the performance, and that I wouldn't have to have dinner with uncle william. This morning, when my dad drove me to the mrt station, he suddenly asked, "you know that you're going to meet uncle william right?" Yeah, I do know about this arrangement, but don't you know about my arrangement with mom?! shit...this spells trouble...cos from past experiences, my dad's going to insist I go meet uncle william, and mom's decision is going to get overruled. bleah. Which means I'll have to find a replacement to go the performance with po chin, within 24 hours. my goodness, how the heck am I supposed to do that? Shit. If I don't get a replacement, first of all I lose the money, and secondly po chin will have to watch the performance alone. argh. I'm pissed off. Uncle william is one of my dad's good friends, and he's also the guarantor for my scholarship. He informally calls me his god-daughter, because he thinks I'm rather smart, and him signing the deed with me makes us kinda related. Which is also why my dad is going to insist that I go meet him. Sniff...not that I really mind, cos actually he's a pretty funny guy, has always been very friendly towards me. he's also rather rich, so dinner with him isn't going to be some cheap affair, and frankly I do owe him a visit. so it's not that I don't want to see him. but I already have my own plans! Damn it, this is the 3rd arts fest show I'm missing. first one because my mom got sick. second one, also this saturday, which I definitely have to miss because I have to go back to malaysia. and now this one. shit. I told my dad we'll talk about it when we get home today, but I'm not optimistic. He's dad. And mom's not going to defend me and our agreement. bleah. | |