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Mood:happy Happiness event of the day: will be watching PCK tonight. Bliss.... Event of the week: Attending a Destiny's Child concert this coming Sunday. Romance is in the air, I swear.
Not so much that people are falling in love everywhere right now. In fact, a couple of my friends are actually having problems right now. Either with falling out of love, or falling for the wrong one. Something like that. A few couples are happy though. On one hand, I wish them all the best, on the other, like I told Shaun a few days ago, it just feels so weird. Not jealousy, but just amazement at how they manage to find that magic that has evaded me. It then seems like the reason why I'm not in love right now is not because love is really so hard to find, but because of something else. Something with me? I don't know. Hmm...yeah, maybe just a little jealous. Hahaha...
I was having this really good discussion with this online friend about love. He's had some relationships before, really good to the girls, really romantic guy. A few of them, he's even thought of marrying them. But in the end, they always broke up. For various reasons, but I guess also because he was discontented with how he could love them but yet didn't love them. Y'know, like there's so much more capacity in his heart for greater love, yet there wasn't, when he was with those girls. Rather abstract, yet I knew how he felt.
Age-old question: what the freaking hell is love? Where the freaking hell is love? Who the hell is Cupid? hahhaa..ok, the last one was a joke. But well. Things I ponder when not thinking about the einstein equation or the charge neutrality equation or the mass balance equation......
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