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Mood: ok Fact of the day: Before Dr Seuss started writing and illustrating children's stories, he was working as a political cartoonist. event of the week: Counting down to finals Doom Week, and the holiday Yippee Week after that. It's very cold today. I actually don't have any classes today, because I usually only have French on tuesdays and today, the class period was scheduled to be used for our oral exams. I already took mine yesterday, so I effectively didn't have to go to school today! I still had to go to work though, which is where I am now. I should be studying, since the library is relatively peaceful and quiet today, and I did bring my books.
But I'm just taking a break now. Sitting here and not really doing anything. As I looked out of the window, I can't help but notice what a beautiful day it is today. The sun is out, and for the first time in a few days, the sky is relatively clear. No snow, no rain today. It's just cold.
Safely in the comfort and warmth of the library, and I can almost imagine that it's summer. But no no no, I know it's winter, as I can still remember how my teeth hurt from my gritting just half an hour ago as I walked here to the library. Quite a funny feeling...that what I see is so sunny and beautiful, yet it feels so unrelentlessly cold once I step out of the building.
Maybe it is a good thing that it is cold. Cold air on my face has a wonderful effect of waking my brain up. My mind's somehow a little cleared up. I feel so much more focused now. I know I need to study and somehow, it's a little different from the kind of relevation I had a some time ago. I feel a lot more relaxed now. Less stressed up. Just more focussed. I can literally feel my shoulder muscle relax. Ouch, so that's why I was aching and all...heh...
Things aren't going as well as I hoped they would. My immune system doesn't seem to be working all too well either. But it's ok. Everything will turn out just fine. Even if they don't, it's still ok. Things that are out my control are just not my problem. Nothing I can do, and nothing I can't get over....
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