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Mood: down Fact of the day: My fluffy slippers go very well with my bathrobe. Looks really cosy and comforting. event of the week: Singaporeans from Wisconsin visiting this coming weekend.
Yups, time for me to whine again. Unhappy again. And I say, it's the music, damn it.
I bought some Japanese CDs from this online website, and they just came today. They're not that cheap, so I'm not like real happy - one of my impulse purchases that I refuse to regret. Anyway, one of the CDs is the soundtrack of Jap tearjerker God, Please Give Me More Time, which I did cry buckets of tears over. This should have given me a hint, but nnnooo...I went on to listen to this CD for the past 3 hours. And now I feel down again.... I love the show, and I do like the soundtrack. But today's probably the wrong day to listen to it, since I really have too much work waiting for me. This soundtrack has got lots of violin, and violin always makes me "feel" too much.
Argh.
I was actually ok this afternoon. Physically, I was very tired, cos I didn't get a good night's sleep again [damn the probability shit course], but otherwise, I was fine. I still had enough life and spirit to be joking with Josh and Alvin over nothing. But now, no no....one of my other guy friends tried to chat with me over the ICQ, using the usual crap stuff, and I just couldn't take it anymore. So I basically made some excuse, ran away from my computer and took a shower.
When I'm sad, I like to use very hot, almost scalding water when I shower. Note to self - not to shower when I'm really upset.
I can't really pinpoint what's wrong, so I'm not going to talk crap here. Think I'm just gonna put on some Backstreet Boys, or some other more upbeat music. Have work to do....
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