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Mood: hardworking Fact of the day: The very first MacDonald's was founded in Illinois. event of the week: swing dancing this friday
I should be doing my work now. But heck, I don't care now. The stupid freaking homework wasted my brain power for over an hour now, and I still can't solve it. Argh, I'm not a genius after all! Hah..
The past 2 days have been really good for me. After the torturous thursday, I finally decided that if I don't get some sleep, I'll be a natural character for Halloween. And obviously not any of the Cinderella and Snow White-type stuff. So finally on Thursday night, I totally disregarded the pile of homework waiting for me and went straight to bed. Aahh..thank god I looked slightly more decent and human on Friday.
During the parties on Friday, I really felt much better. And I really wanted to let loose and just dance, but somehow, there wasn't any dancing involved at all. Damn. And worst of all, some time in the middle of one party, I had to go attend a committee meeting, with regards to some ssa event coming up. Sigh..that totally dampened my partying mood. Damn. After that, I went to the Quad, and met the juniors there. It was fun just trying to remember how to dance the hwachong mass dance. Or trying to stand on the feet of this guy who's on roller blades. Yeah, I did finally let loose and just screamed and laughed. What a change.
But I didn't drink. Not much anyway. Maybe if I drank more, I would feel more high and hence happier. But certain bouts of sanity and sensibility still sort of kept me down to earth. Damn, but I want to fly! Sigh...yes, it's a relatively fun Friday, but I wish things could be more out of control. Of course, I know that if I did go out of control, I would regret it this morning. It's just that little bit of insanity in me trying to vent its fustrations. Am I making sense? Do I really sound so psycho for wanting to get drunk and irresponsible? It's a freaking Friday night! It's party night!
Oh yes, by the way, in terms of happier news, yesterday brought me many happy romantic news. The senior I had a crush on is finally back in campus! Talked to him today, and I was so embarrassingly shy and stupid-sounding I wanted to bite my own tongue and kill myself. As for the cute ABC [he's called Chris], I actually met him again in the Union yesterday, and he gave me his email address. Already sent out a very neutral mail to him. Second time I see him, he doesn't seem that handsome after all. But the attraction is still there. Before we parted, he put his hand on my shoulder and said, take care, or something like that. Woohoo, his hands are warm! Hehehe..
Ok, it's time to go back to work now. Maybe I'll go out dancing later. Maybe some coffee. Maybe watching VCDs. Maybe just sleep more. Basically, to have fun/relax. I need to....to survive the coming week.
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