Ice-breaker entry
29th November 1998

You'd learn something new everyday:
I was watching this Japanese cartoon and the Chinese subtitles of the theme song's lyrics went something like " I do not have clean underwear, what has the world come to, how will I be able to meet you, my lover...yadda yadda..." I mean, this is not the exact version, but it was similar.......hilarious.....
HTML is giving me a headache. OK, so now that everybody knows how much I have to go through before this innocent looking page is presented onto your screen, I shall continue with my journal entry.

My exams are finally over, but I have no idea how to pass time now. I have spent the past few days playing, sleeping and shopping, like what I have promised myself, but I'm not satisfied!!! I can't believe this. I have suffered for the past 6 months looking forward for this moment of freedom and this is IT?? Damn it.

I mean, I should have quite a lot to look forward to, like going for prom, going for an Australian holiday, my brother coming home, TV without guilt...etc etc...but I still don't feel the excitement thing. Am I being numb? Dumb? Or is this normal? Or..oh...Argh.......I knew it, I knew it, it's God's way of punishing me for watching TV when I shouldn't. Argh.

Maybe I'm one of those people who need to keep on working, in order to feel..erm..I dunno..complete? Damn, if so, then I think I should get a job soon. I never thought I can say this about myself, but I need a job!!! OK, I shall start looking by tomorrow...I think so anyway...whatever....hahahahaha...

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I am actually pretty tired now...time is 3am........I'm feeling faint already...haha...I think I should continue with this journal thing tomorrow anyway. I only needed to get started you see...

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