ANGEL (dedicated to tata)

in the sorrow
of losing things so important
in the long voyage in the darkness
in the maddness of the world
I was almost shipwrecked
many times my view 
was covered with the void and emptiness
but holding onto the light
there might be a destination 
that i once gave up

I dont know you will stay
You are a bird, free from me
You have wings, free to go
If you could stay
you have warmth, free to hold me
you have sweetness, free to help me
you have intelligence, free to use me

Things are so untrue
lies never stop rain on me
lies that may be my fault
suffer to trust
trust to suffer
but i never quit trusting
just because i want to love and beloved

I could not love myself
I'm not strong
I am afraid to hurt others
but its a lot easier to be hurt by others

You dont know I'm sane or not
I'm a bird, free to love
I have wings, free to fly
I might be insane, insane to make you happy
if i can stay
i look in your heart, wish your smile
i have an understanding, never hurt you
i have a promise to myself;
always make u happy