:::::::: SHINKIROU85's DIARY ::::::::

SUNDAY, 09/29/02

Waaaa....i'm so happy today because : 1. Saw another wedding car at the Sheraton hotel (i saw the beautiful gaun and the little yellow lamp twinkling like and also the flowers.....oh....hehehe don't know, lately i really interesting at all the wedding stuff-even i'm thinking of opening a wedding organizer!!!) 2. I saw KANG TA at a korean magazine.....he's so cool !!!!!! too bad, i've never found his great site- 3. I bought new jeans. They're very comfortable and make me look taller. 4. Hehehe..... i've succeed taking KOSE's brochure that has MIHO NAKAYAMA's picture there! \^o^/ 5. Lili has just found X vol. 11, 12 & 13. Yeah! thanx, li! BTW, i've just visit RIP SLYME official site. It's a great site. More than 3 million ppl have visited this site! Bye bye scanner.......we can't have you because we still haven't got enough money to but you T_T background song = FALLING IN LOVE-Kang Ta

SATURDAY, 09/28/02
.......I feel so tired these days???I dunno why, maybe because lots of assignments, test and all the courses^-^ Damn, this afternoon we had to wait for the taxi....after waited for a long time, then there was a taxi. Also i can't do the Anthropology presentation very well *sigh* also i'll have a drawing course > <# ugh i hate it! I'm planning to quit after the oil painting is finished.... i really can't wait till that day is coming. Yesterday I saw a wedding car ne, sooo...happy ^^. It was decorated with flowers..... so beautiful ne :) Hehehehe it made me thinking about my own wedding, the dress, car, the cake and that kind of thing (oh stop looking at me like that, I'm very embaress //^^//)
Eka has just bought a box of Magic card from his little brother friend, only with Rp 100.000,- Actually the original price was 9x from that, which means Rp 900.000,- He was so lucky no wonder he smiled all that day. BTW, Mar, thanx for borrowing the Guru Guru Pon-chan manga......it's funny!
SPEED songs always make me feel better! In APRIL pv, they look so beautiful like fairies...... Since i can't cut the pics, i'll put a SPEED pic here. It's one of my fave! This pic is taken from .: SPEED! One More Dream :.

background song = APRIL, Long Way Home-SPEED!

FRIDAY, 09/27/02
Aaaa...i've got a terriable headache!!!!!! i've only got 55 my economy test and as usual i couldn't do the computer and accounting tests. Kupikir hidup seperti sekarang ini menyenangkan. Aku ngga perlu susah-susah mikirin nilai. Dapet 6 oke, 7 ngga masalah. terus terang aku kurang suka dengan orang yang bilang "hah, kamu kok cuma dapet segitu, sin?" atau "Ngga mungkin kamu ngga bisa, Sin??" Yah, pokoknya yang bernada seperti itulah. Sekarang udah kelas 3 SMU, japres udah ga dihitung lagi di kelas 3. Yang dipentingin cuma lulus ato ngga. Jadi aku pikir......kenapa harus ngoyo??? Iya, memang kita harus berusaha, cuma kalo suruh ngejar nilai aku ngga sanggup dan ngga mau. Aku cuma pengen hidup dengan tenang......we all wanna do the same thing, right :) Aku mau nglepasin semua beban yang ada di pundakku.....mau teriak sekeras2nya...mau cepet lulus (tapi sedih juga nanti kepisah ama temen2).
Psikologi UBAYA sudah menungguku.....sekarang aku udah cukup mantep mau masuk sana......soalnya gini, di sana ada semacam tempat penitipan anak n rencananya aku mau gabung ke sana. Kurasa menyenangkan main sama anak2 selain itu aku juga bisa dapet uang tambahan, walaupun cuma sedikit tapi lumayan kan.....selama ini terus minta ortu....ada perasaan ngga enak dan aku mau bisa biayaiin kuliaku sendiri. Yah emang rasanya ngga mungkin tapi kalo berusaha bisa kan!
Udah hampir akhir bulan....tapi layout bulan depan belum kepikiran......gimana ini???HELP!!!! Papa ketinggalan pesawat!!hehehe...

background song = And She Said-L'Arc~en~Ciel

THURSDAY, 09/26/02

S.O.S!!!!My sore throat is getting worst > <, that's why i went to see a doctor yesterday. As i could guess, i couldn't do the Chinese test, also the Econometry test. Yeah, gagal itu udah biasa bagiku..... Yesterday was the 1st time we had a Caligraphy lesson. The teacher is funny. It's held at the library (waa...i saw takashi kashiwabara photo book >w<) Do you know that using 'mao pi' isn't easy??? The first time i tried it, my hand was shaking....so difficult ne~ "The Sumeragi thinks up interesting ways to lose his virginity to the Sakurazukamori" Subaru looked like he wanted to kill someone..... "The Sakurazukamori has been waiting for years to get into Sumeragi's pants" Seishirou grinned and slid his tongue into Subaru's ear. Waaa..... i dunno what to say...... sooo........ (think it yourself ^^) hahahaha i can imagine Subaru's angsty and Sei-chan's smirk....KYAAAAAA!!!!! Anyway that's the dialogue that Fuuma said in "X vs Theraphy" fanfic~ kyaaa......the Fuuma part is also........HOT! hehehe- lili, thanx!!!also for the "X Survey Fanfic". I really love Sei-chan's part...... he's so.....'naughty' and romantic also *melt*. You can read them at fanfiction.net Um...lately i love to read X-fanfic that lili lent. I can't remember well since when i love Subaru-Sei chan couple....I think that they're so romantic. The combination of shy Subaru with Sei-chan who always thinks new way to seduce Subaru-kun. Aaaaa..... background song = KIWOKU-Every Little Thing

TUESDAY, 09/24/02

NOOOOO.......we're so busy this week, everyday we're going to have 2 tests, and on Friday, we'll have 5 tests & a drama performance T T nooo...poor me! And i'm having Chinese language test this evening........ i hate it - -# But after thinking, i guess it's not that bad. If we think positively, i' sure that they're not supposed to be problems. And i don't wanna take it as a burden....so actually there's nothing to be frighten out. Just think about somerthing fun, we'll do next week or if all of this is finished. As simple as that ! Hikaru no go vol.2 is out now!!!!So happy. Thanx (again? well, i guess i'll never stop saying thanx to people for the entire of my life!!) to lili for helping me to find X vol.8 ( subaru-kun and sei-chan is soo..cool ne~ , meanwhile Fuuma and Kamui ----aaaaa....it's too embaress for me to say it =^^=*blush ) last night i went to the official site of HANAKIMI NO KIMI TACHI E (For You in Blossom). It's a nice page, frequently updated, lots of beautiful artwork and wallpapers, Hisaya Nakajo's diary, and many more!!!!! It's a MUST visit site!!!!! Besides Nakajo-sensei is a big fan of Laruku too (yeah!) and Hyde is the model character for Sano Izumi-he's cool! PS : thanx to sendy-chan for helping me make the table !!

MONDAY, 09/23/02
Wii....today Ding2 is moving to her new house. Congratulation, hope u like ur new house!!! happy because Lili lent us her X, CCD and Tokyo Babylon collection. Thanx!!!! also for the sore throat medicine! Irma, thanx for dropping by..... mom's pancake from Stefania's recipes collection! My father has allow us to go and li, he said that he'll help u. We're planning to go to Bojonegoro maybe 2 weeks again!!!!My father will talk to your father. Let's hope for the best :D and lili, we must say that you're sooooo cute na ^^ ~
unhappy because i couldn't do the english test very well, i've lost my voice T T, i don't like someone-he's....secret, my hand's color turn to red and blue after playing volley. Although our team lost, at least we're not losers because we could force the two strongest team played 3 rounds each !!! yeah!!!

what's your inner flower?
[c] s u g a r d e w

SUNDAY, 09/22/02 HAPPY 19th B'DAY to ERIKO-chan!!!!!
Yesterday i and memei watched SHOTGUN MARRIAGE (Dekichatta kekkon). it's a nice dorama starring Yutaka Takenouchi and Ryoko Hirosue. I dunno, lately, i miss watching dorama...... I am touched when Chiyo's father give Hiroseke, Chiyo pregnancy' diary and hiroseke read it. The words are so touching ne~ it always make me wanna cry... But it's happy ending. I like a happy ending film, besides yutaka's looked soo...cool in here!!they're Hitomi- is it you and EXILE- your eyes only.
lili has just went home after we pushing her to play here. She came about 5 o'clock until half past 8. li, gomen...we've put you in trouble...let's work hard for the english test tomorrow. We have so much fun, haven't we :) btw sendy has just upgrade her site.it's getting nicer now...YOU HAVE TO VISIT IT!!!
Below, there are some funny pics of laruku from Ciel 14 & 15, for more pics just visit POOK's site -Reincarnation- there's a lot of laruku pics there.....i like the layout and color very much!!

SATURDAY, 09/21/02 HAPPY FULL MOON DAY!!!(um...i dunno the english name lar > <;)

I've just found a nice web about one of Tsubasa Nunoura's manga SATISFACTION GUARANTEED Even it's very simple but you should visit it! the story is about a 170 years old witch who fall in love with a 24 years old test pilot....it's quite interesting. I'm planning to search more information about this funny manga :) Today i'm very happy because i got the highest score in english test with Agustine, yeah even both of us only got 71. The worst was Samuel with 26-- muahahaha-i'm not laughing at u, samuel!! it was really unexpected!!! And when i ate at McD, i got extra chocolate ice cream because they sent me the fillet o'fish burger more than 60'. But when the drawing lesson i feel uncomfortable. HATE HATE HATE!!! BTW, i've just put a guestbook yesterday....please sign it, ok! li, mar, i've changed the font, hope you can see it now. lili, thanx for the subaru and sei-chan pic!!!!sankyu!!! also for the fanfic.....sei-chan part is so funny ^~^ li, we'll try our best to get your mom's permission. We won't go without you. Yesterday, i saw BoA- no.1 and SUMMER VACATION clips..ureshii ne SPECIALLY FOR POOK : PLZ GIVE ME UR BLOG ADD. PLEASE..... and CONGRATULATION for sendy because the 100 ppl have visited ur site. Don't give up and keep ur good job!!! background song = ALL OR NOTHING-Arashi! & RAKUEN BABY-RIP SLYME

FRIDAY, 09/20/02
What a bad day, i only get 40 for accounting test T_T I hate accounting very much!!!But Mr. Joko, our computer teacher said that we shouldn't just give up anytime we face a difficulty.....we should try to face and win it...i think that's right, but still i'm sure that next week, my accounting and computer tests will be failed! *sigh, i'm so tired with all of this thing. What made me feel so glad was when my mom and sendy hug me and said that it's ok......ate mango is also helped me ( it's mango season now! -buy them before the season has already passed and it'll be difficult to buy it!!!!!). I wanna take a LONG VACATION, but now, it's just a plan. It's so difficult to make it come true -
Anyway, we've just bought the latest ANIMONSTER (vol 23)! The theme are samurai and ninja, there are Vegabond, Naruto(mar, don't you want to buy??), Kaze Hikaru (flash of the wind), Shinsengumi, etc. There's an article about ONMYOUJUTSU inside. For J-music section, there are Mr. Children and Utada Hikaru.
I've read Shanaou Yoshitsune 3-it's an interesting manga! I forced my bro to buy it. Also Shin Kotaro-it's an echii manga, but it has a nice story too! Try to take a look at them!!!
If you wanna learn japanese, just click here and you can translate English <=>Japanese by visiting enterprise.dsi.crc.ca/cji-bin/j-e/dict.
Yipiii!!!!i got email from pook!!

background song = AI DE JIU SHI NI-Lee Hom

THURSDAY, 09/19/02
Well, like usual....i can't do the econony test, but at least this time is better than the last one. SENTARO' SCANLATION PROJECT will begin soon!!!--well, actually the original title is PIKU-PIKU SENTARO-- And Margaret said that she want to help me! We (me + sendy) have 2 new project. CARDs PROJECT and the other one, it's a secret. hehehe....

what i really really want to eat now :
1. Masterpiece large - Pizza Romas
2. Shen Chen's fried duck
3. Vanilla ice craem with choco chips
4. My mom's satay
5. Suzy's fried chicken
6. Lay's potato chips - sour cream flavour
7. Shangrila's black forest
8. Window of the World's curry rice
9. Matador steak at Calvados
10. Crab cooked with curry - Sea Master

I think that i an eat anything because these days it's so easy for me to feel hungry^^; How do you think about the font??is it too big??? any suggestion???

WEDNESDAY, 09/18/02
Aaaa....i couldn't do the sociology test, i started studying at 5 in the morning....and i couldn't finish the materials. Oh well, btw, lily was absent today. She said that she had a fever. But she said that she'll go to school tomorrow. lily if you read this.....we just wanna say that we miss u sooo......much <3
My TV has been repaired....i'm very happy that we can watch gossip show :) we love to watch WINTER SONATA. It's a great film !!! To Irma, the winter sonata site add. is www.wintersonata.com I'll try to send bae Yong Jun' pics as soon as i find a good one ^^
Thanx to alfred because of buying us ice cream......GOD BLESS U!
i've just finished reading Roald Dahl' CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY. It's an interesting book, also i like Quentin Blake's illustration. I have another book of him like Mathilda and we're thinking of collecting his books.
I have no money left this month. I can't even buy the cheapest food in school canteen. Actually i don't even have Rp. 100,- !!!! poor sindy T T it's all for the scanner....next month, we'll be able to buy it. The first thing i'll do when the scanner come is probably, i will scan SENTARO's pics. I just love the Tsubasa Nunoura's drawing and i love the scene, e.g. Baku's house, on the hill,etc :)
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background song = TWO OF US-Ayumi Hamasaki

TUESDAY, 09/17/02
Well....i'm not quite happy today, because......i don't know why ??? I'm just not happy today. These days, i think a lot about what field of studies should i take ... finally i've decided to try psycology at UBAYA university.... but i wanna try to study tourism at UK PETRA university too. I also think a lot about my life, my future and this blog! Hey, what's wrong with the blog??? i don't really understand either...... i just felt that my blog is sooo ugly...... i think that people don't really like my blog, should i use indonesian/english and that kind of things.... and then, i'm thinking how about closing this blog.....
But then i realized that people has their own purpose to make a blog. Maybe as a place for run away from troble, just for fun, or other thing.... and i, why did i make a blog ?
The answer is because i wanna people know what i'm thinking now, my fave, and i hope that people can get more knowledge. And i've decided to use english because more people will more understand what i'm talking....... it's kinda difficult for me to use english but i can practice and improve my english, even i won't study abroad, but in future i know that i'll need it.
So.....the conclusion....i won't close this blog. I'm sure in future maybe i'll think to close this blog...... and when the time comes, i really really hoping for ur support......

Thanx,

sindy

background song = SUMMER VACATION-smtown artists (the song always cheer me up ^^)

MONDAY, 09/16/02
Too bad, i only got 72 for the anthropology test....but today is ALFRED's b'day!!!!!Omedetou!!!!!!No wonder, he looked sooooo happy and our volley team won ^^v yeah!
Margaret, i've opened ur blog---suram--itu pertamanya trus aku liat2 lagi ternyata ngga, nice blog...sori baru bisa ngunjungin kemaren......tapi blognya keren ya, apalagi bhs inggrismu yang sudah tingkat dewa..... Hehehehe isinya lucu n mar, aku juga takut jadi orang dewasa kok. Saranku sebaiknya kamu nga usah terlalu mikirin......the time will come soon, but we can only face it. Just enjoy ur life and everything you've got,ok! Endy baru ulang taun ya tgl 8??? Selamat buat Endy (fish-chan??). Thanx buat lily n margaret buat commentnya buat blognya !
About the quis, here is the result :
@ Tarot quis - i and sen are a a priest.
@ What was your pastlife. I and memei were a NUN ! and sendy was a philosofer.
@ Take the Rurouni Kenshin Quiz by xceres - i'm KAORI - -; and sendy is KENSHIN :)

li..........aku dapet Aoki, but actually i prefer Subaru-kun. But it's ok, i also like Aoki (thanx for borrowing me X vol.13). BTW, sendy is Shirou Kamui (cool, ne?!). Sialllaaaaaann!!!!!!!memei dapet subaru T T

background song = Tsumetaku Shinaide-Eriko Imai & Global Communication-GLAY

SUNDAY, 09/15/02
Last night, i've got a nightmare. The story-i couldn't do the weird history test. I thought that the dream was almost happen. About weird dream, i've dreamt about Mahatir Mohammad visiting my house : ) also i've dreamt about laruku. They was almost sing in front of me, but when they started to sing, my little sister wake me up > <# I've also dreamt about F4 (Vanness and Ken is the star) visiting my grandma's house in Bandung.....and the amazing one is the next morning it said that Vanness was going to hold a show in Jakarta ^~^. Too bad, i couldn't see him in tv because my tv is broken.....
BTW, I wanna recomend all of you to buy 2000 SMTOWN SUMMER VACATION by SMTOWN artists. Really, it's a MUST buy album!!!!! There's Kang Ta, S.E.S, ShinHwa, Dana, Black Beat, BoA, m.i.l.k, Fly to the Sky, Moon Hae Jun and ShinVi. You can visit their official website. Usually if you buy SMTOWN artist's cd, u'll get wallpapers and little clip inside. I don't know it until Fenny told me so (thanx to Fenny-chan, hehehe). Then i checked the S.E.S album 'CHOOSE MY LIFE-U' and Kang Ta album 'POLARIS', and that's true what Fenny-chan have told me. The albums is also GREAT!

background song = track 12-Kang Ta & One Summer Dream-M.I.L.K

I wanna talk about Itazura na kiss. It's a manga by Kaoru Tada. The story is about love between Aihara Kotoko and Irie Naoki. Kotoko : a stupid girl with nice and warm heart come from class F Irie-kun : a jenius from class A, he seems like an indifferent person but finally Kotoko can get Naoki's heart The story is very good and very romantic - -*melt. This manga is made into dorama version with 8 episodes, starring Takashi Kashiwabara and Aiko Sato with Steady (by SPEED) as the theme song of the dorama. In the dorama, the story ends until they get married, but the manga is continued until after they married. But unfortunately, Tada-sensei has died because of vain swollen in her brain in 1999 T_T. She never be able to finish her masterpiece 'itazura na kiss'........... The pic on the left is the cover of Itazura na kiss manga vol.10 when Kotoko and Irie-kun get married. I really really like the cover very much and what i wanna have so much right now is the photobook!!!!!! I'm on my way saving my money for buying it and scanner. Domo arigato for sendy and ratih, let's saving 2gether!!!! isshoni gambare to buy scanner and the photobook ^ ^!!!

THURSDAY, 09/12/02
Yippi !!!! I got 81 for my math test !!! so happy ! Yippi !!!! Today i found out a funny word. It's "CORO". Actually that's how we call our classmate, Christian KuncORO, and then my teacher, Mrs Endah asked,"Christian why do you enjoy be called by that name??? Don't you know that coro is a name of cocroach family???". huahahahaha....
My father has just came from Bandung. He bought lots of 'telor gabus' and 'kroket'. They're delicious ! Talking about cooking, my mom cooked 'pete tumis udang dan cabe'. I like it very much^-^, also she's also good at cooking 'sambel goreng ati' too ( #1 in the world! ).
BTW, now, we're on our way making 1000 birds (origami). It said that if we hang it in front of our house's door, we'll be blessed. But until now, we have only made about 170 birds. Don't know if it's true or not, but who knows it might work out, right?
Damn, my TV is broken now > < nooooo.....yesterday i can't watch F4's show - ABCDE F4, Winter Sonata (Bae Yong Jun is such a nice, warm, gentle guy =^^=*blush), and later, i can't watch TV champion. It' s a breaking record show.very funny and interesting to be seen :) i can't see channel [V] japan-korea chart as well T_T
Today's aidoru~ TAKASHI KASHIWABARA !!!!! aaa.....he's so..cute !!!!! and i've just known that Takki is the model for Tidus in FFXI.....no wonder!

background song = HOHOEMI NO HITO-Miki Imai & ONE MORE DREAM-SPEED

TUESDAY, 09/10/02
The history test is replaced tomorrow...that means i'll have 2 test, history and econometry ! yesterday, i got e-mail from pook. sooo...happy ne~ hmm.....what's the topic today??? how about margareth ? She's the one who introduce me to make a site, blog, internet, etc.....she's a great webmistress! and also she's an advance in drawing. Her drawings are marvelous! i think she can beat mocona apapa (the main ilustrator of CLAMP) hehehehe ^^ she told me that now, she's in the way making a site for her older sister company. Please visit her blog at www.ujournal.org/users/adnauseam
Sendy have just bought Japanese dictionary (it's cheap, only 55000 rupiahs!) and Starburck's coffee. Sen, isshoni gambare, yosh !!!
Since i'm little bit lazy to put laruku's old pics, i'll put RENA TANAKA's pic. She's prettier than Kyoko Fukada ( i hate her - -). I put this wallpaper in my computer. I really love her dress :)

MONDAY, 09/09/02
Aaaaaaa..........what am i supposed to do??? tommorow i'll have a history test. nooooo T_T ..... i guess i'll have a bad mark > < Anyway, today, for the first time in my life i saw lily and pat-pat playing othelo!!! it's quite fun and force us to use our brain. Ok, today i wanna talk about laruku in the past !!! i've just saw their old clips like BLURRY EYES, AND SHE SAID, NEMURI NI YOSETE....and... muahahahahaha...so funny :) muahahahaha (can't stop laughing) ........ i like nemuri ni yosete, it's a sweet, nice song.Laruku used to be a visual kei band, but later, they decided to consentrate more in their music only. That's why, they dress normal now. I like the new laruku better. BTW, congratulation to lily for having ANIMORPH 24!!!

background song = SHOOTING STAR-Matsu Takako

SUNDAY, 09/08/02
This morning i watched L'Arc en Ciel-chronicle (which i bought yesterday). It's a vcd contains their clip. My fave are STAY AWAY and DIVE TO BLUE. In STAY AWAY they dance like crazy people ^^; in DIVE TO BLUE, yuki is sleeping, ken is having a party, tetsu is dressing like a woman (gyahahahaha..) but also become a man - so cute :) , and hyde, with his baby face, brush his teeth and watering flowers--so......CUTE, all of them !!!

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my mom make donuts-yum! and later, sendy will make fried 'lumpia' for lunch (slurp, can't wait to eat it)
i personally think that doing anything in morning is always fun and fresh~how do ya think?? -- my english sucks, i just got 477 for the TOEFL replacing test, noooooooo!!! --

background song = DORAEMON-Theme song & DIVE TO BLUE-L'Arc en Ciel

SATURDAY, 09/07/02
Today is the first time i fill in. thanx to lily for the inspiration. please visit lily's blog (there's alot of scanlation manga link esp CLAMP and Gravitation), also visit my sister's page, SENDY about SPEED. The name SHINKIROU is taken from TETSU69, latest single. It's a cool song !!! and 85 is my b'day year SHINKIROU means MIRACLE...i hope there would be miracle in my life....

background song = SHINKIROU-Tetsu69