Young Hearts - Part 9 by Keara
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Heero frowned as they stepped into the mall, his eyes
going wide for a moment as he took in the sight of all the numerous
stores inside. For a brief moment, he felt a flicker of relief that
Duo was here with him . . . he had no idea where to start. Then he
remembered that he was with Duo, and that the American would probably
drag him to each and every store even if they needed nothing inside
of it.
A small hand slipped into his palm and Heero looked down, seeing
the clone of Une smiling back at him. Taking a glance over at Duo,
he found that the American was holding Relena’s hand and leading
her into the mall. Odin and Chibi-Duo were nowhere to be seen.
“Duo, where are Odin and your clone?” Heero asked, following
the other youth.
Duo looked around, then smiled. “Over there.” He said,
pointing before he walked in the direction that he had indicated.
Heero followed him, allowing Une’s clone to hold his hand as
they walked. He saw no reason to take his hand from her.
A few moments later, Heero found himself standing in front of the
window of a toy store. Odin and Chibi-Duo had their faces and hands
pressed to the glass and were both looking inside. Chibi-Duo’s
face was covered in awe and longing as he looked at the numerous toys
on display, while Odin’s gaze was focused intently on a simple
red ball.
“I always wanted a toy that hadn’t been owned by anyone
else, something that was really mine.” Chibi-Duo murmured, looking
at the toys longingly.
Duo smiled. “I promise we can look at the toys later.”
He said, taking hold of Chibi-Duo’s hand and urging him away.
“But only after we get you guys some clothes, okay?”
Chibi-Duo nodded. “Okay.” He grinned, taking one last
look at the toy store before he followed Duo.
Heero was surprised that Duo was being so practical as to buy the
things that were actually needed first. He had thought that Duo would
have given in and taken the child inside the store, probably to buy
something frivolous. “Come on.” Heero urged, placing his
hand on Odin’s shoulder and guiding the boy away.
Odin nodded, giving no reply at all. He simply followed as the six
of them headed to the nearest clothing store. As they stepped inside,
Heero blinked in surprise, feeling lost. The store they had just walked
into was quite large. Heero had no idea where to start. He hoped that
Duo had some idea of what he was doing.
“Come on, Heero . . . we’ll get the girls their clothing
first, then the boys.” Duo announced, leading the way.
Heero nodded, silently following. Beside him, Une’s clone walked,
her hand still clasped within his own. On his other side, was Odin,
who stayed just as quiet as Heero as they walked into the girls’
department.
He stared in confusion. This hadn’t been a part of his training.
How was HE supposed to know what a little girl would like? ‘Puppies
. . .’ He shook his head at that thought. The memory was too
painful for him right now.
Heero winced as Une’s clone headed straight for the dresses.
“Overalls would be more practical.” Heero said, trying
to avoid an uncomfortable situation.
The young girl sighed, stopping in her tracks. She looked down at
the floor. “I know . . . but I always had to wear them. I always
wanted pretty dresses, but my father never would get them for me.
An impractical waste of money, he said, since I could wear hand-me-downs.”
Heero nodded, taking the girl over to the dresses. “Then you
will have them now.” He said, deciding there would be no reason
to deny her choice of clothing. It was unnecessary to force the child
to wear something other than what she wanted . . . except in times
when certain dress codes were deemed important.
While Une’s clone happily browsed through the dresses, Heero
turned his attention to Duo, watching as the young man dealt with
Relena’s clone. He picked out a pink dress, to which the child
curled her nose in a most disgusted fashion.
“What’s wrong?” Duo asked.
Relena’s clone sighed. “Um, it’s okay I guess.”
She replied, although she didn’t look as if she really meant
it.
Duo shook his head, putting the pink dress back on the rack. “Uh-uh
. . . you look like you were just force-fed brussel sprouts. What’s
wrong?”
“Umm . . . PINK? Do I GOTTA wear it?” She asked, sneering
at the garment.
“I thought you liked pink.” Duo replied. It was a good
assessment . . . both Heero and Duo had seen Relena with pink objects
. . . her limousine for example.
However, the child shook her head. “No way. Makes me feel like
a Barbie doll! No one ever asked before though.”
“All right then . . . you can pick something you like.”
Duo offered, gesturing to the many racks.
Relena’s clone smiled brightly, passing the dresses altogether
and heading for the jeans. She picked a plain corduroy jumpsuit and
a white T-shirt. “Hey . . . can you pull my hair back for me
later? I don’t like it getting in my way.”
“Absolutely.” Duo grinned. “Hey, let’s at
least get you one dress. You don’t have to wear it all the time,
but you should have a couple for parties or other formal stuff.”
“Oh, all right. I guess just a few won’t hurt.”
The girl nodded. “But if I get dresses I want jeans with nothing
frilly on ‘em.”
Duo nodded. “Got it, Lena . . . nothing frilly. You don’t
mind if I call you Lena do ya?”
“No, I don’t mind. I guess I can’t go by my real
name . . .” She sighed. “I want boys’ jeans, just
like what Chibi-Duo’s gonna get.”
“All right.” Duo agreed, taking Lena by the hand and
getting her a selection of dresses, then other garments . . . T-shirts
and the like. Heero noticed that the colors were rather bright . .
. reds and yellows and a few orange hues . . . definitely no pinks
though. Duo waited while Lena tried her chosen garments out for size.
With a shrug, Heero turned his attention back to Une’s clone,
helping her to choose her own garments as best as he could. She tried
the first few of each on, to make sure that the sizes were right for
her. She stayed with more darker colors, blues, greens and violets.
Mainly, she picked out dresses and skirts, but she did get a few pairs
of jeans and jumpers, a number of T-shirts.
As Une’s clone added a lilac top to the clothes in the cart
that Odin had retrieved from somewhere, Heero turned to Duo. “What
about Noin’s clone? Shouldn’t we get her garments as well?”
“Yeah . . . I’ll get her clothes, why don’t you
go get the girls their um . . . under things. I don’t think
I can deal with picking out that.” Duo said, a slight blush
coloring his cheeks.
Heero shook his head. “Fine. I can do that.” He said,
taking the girls over to a far wall and choosing the appropriate underwear,
as well as socks and leggings. It was quite unusual for him to buy
such things, considering the girls were both his superiors . . . well,
at least their elder versions were. Still, it was quite odd.
He returned to the cart, dropping the selections in. He saw that
Duo had deposited a number of pale pastel colored garments inside
the cart. A few dresses, and shirts . . . a number of jumpers and
denim garments. They must be for Noin’s clone, Heero decided.
“They’ll need bedclothes.” Heero announced.
“Already ahead of ya there!” Duo replied, dropping a
number of nightgowns and pajamas into the cart. “Those are for
Noin’s clone. Just need to get something for Lena and Une’s
clone now.”
In only a few short minutes, Duo and Heero had gotten a number of
nightgowns and pajamas for Une’s clone. Relena’s clone
however, refused to wear nightgowns or anything ‘girly’
so they would have to wait until they got to the boys’ department
to get her nightclothes.
“Coats!” Duo suddenly announced, clapping his hands.
“The girls need coats . . . oh, and gloves, hats. Can’t
have them catching colds outside.”
Heero nodded. “Yes, it would be wise to dress them appropriately
for the weather.” Heero responded, pointing out a rack of winter
garments.
Duo practically skipped over to the rack, the girls giggling as they
followed behind him. In less than ten minutes, the girls had all the
winter gear they needed, Lena once again staying with a bright red
shade, while Une’s clone settled for a dark shade of violet.
“I think we have everything needed for the girls.” Heero
said as soon as Duo and the girls had returned to the cart, setting
the coats, gloves, hats and scarves into it.
Duo looked over the items in the cart for a few moments, as if calculating
if that was true, then nodded. “Yeah, looks that way. If we
need anything else we could always buy it later.” Duo said.
“Come on, let’s get the boys some clothes.”
“You guys don’t have to go to all this trouble, really.”
Chibi-Duo piped in. “I don’t need nothing.”
“Give it up, kid. You’re getting new clothes.”
Duo grinned, taking hold of Chibi-Duo’s hand as well as Lena’s.
Heero pushed the cart, deciding to stay silent for the most part.
Une’s clone and Odin followed on either side of him.
“Well, why don’t you get some clothes too? Maybe a pair
of jeans?” Chibi-Duo asked. “It don’t feel right
you buying me all this stuff and nothing for yourself.”
“I’ve got enough clothes, kid.” Duo said, smiling
down at his young clone.
“I think you’d look quite nice in a pair of blue jeans.”
Heero commented, lowering his gaze the moment he realized what he
had said. He fought off the blush that threatened to creep onto his
face, avoiding the querying look that Duo passed him.
Duo smiled. “I’ll make a deal with you.”
Heero blinked and looked up, meeting Duo’s eyes briefly. “Huh?
What?”
“I’ll buy ONE outfit that consists of blue jeans and
a shirt that isn’t black . . . and YOU buy a new pair of sneakers
that aren’t a butt-ugly color. It’s high time you got
rid of those ugly yellow sneakers.” Duo said.
Heero nodded. “Agreed. I never liked them anyway.” He
offered a shy smile, then quickly shook it off. “Come on.”
He headed over to the boys department. “We have to buy their
clothes before we can get yours.” He then pushed the cart in
the correct direction, feeling quite embarrassed for having caused
attention to himself.
*****
Duo watched as Chibi-Duo picked various brightly colored items, then
allowing Duo to hold them all for him. He didn’t seem all that
eager to buy anything, and Duo had to constantly assure him that it
was truly all right that he pick his own clothes. Duo did help with
a few though, in choosing jeans and such, but relatively he stayed
out of it and let Chibi-Duo make the decisions.
Eventually, they made their way to the dressing room. Duo knew that
his clone would need help. He remembered from his own experiences
that his clone wouldn’t know what to do with a zipper or even
buttons really . . . all the clothes that he had ever had were either
worn out and held up with ropes, or could just be pulled on and off
his body with ease. There had never been anything complicated in his
wardrobe for a long time.
Duo just stood by and waited, not wanting to interfere unless Chibi-Duo
actually asked for help from him. It would be better for him to try
and learn things on his own, not have things done for him every step
of the way.
Duo grinned as he watched his clone try on various brightly colored
articles of clothing. “Hey, short stuff . . . yellow does NOT
got with purple.” He grinned, watching as the boy smiled sheepishly
at him. “If you’re going to get that shirt, you can wear
it with the denim pants you’re getting.” He shook his
head as he wondered where his clone had gotten his taste in clothes.
Then his smile faltered. He wondered if he would have been that flamboyant
if he had ever been guaranteed a home. Duo shook himself out of the
painful thoughts and smiled again as Chibi-Duo showed him the next
combination. “I think I’ll introduce you to Howard. You
seem to have the same taste in clothes as he does.”
Chibi-Duo frowned a little. “Shouldn’t I have the same
taste as you?” He asked. Then he tilted his head and looked
thoughtful. “Hey . . . I’ve been thinking . . .”
Duo opened his arms, and returned the hug that his clone was suddenly
giving him. “What about?” He asked.
There was a long pause, as if Chibi-Duo was trying to make sure he
asked the right question, then finally he spoke. “I’m
a clone of you, right?”
Duo nodded. “Yup. Why?” He suddenly became concerned.
“It doesn’t make you any less a person!” He said
quickly, not wanting the child to feel inferior to anyone.
“No!” Chibi-Duo exclaimed quickly, holding up his hands
to stall anything else Duo might have said. “No, that’s
not why I’m asking.” He cleared his throat. “Doctor
Po said that in order to make a clone . . . like me . . . you need
a piece of the original . . . like you . . . so that the clone will
know what to be. Right?”
“When did Sally tell you that?” Duo asked, furrowing
his brow slightly.
“While you and Mr. Heero were looking for Odin . . . I asked
her when she was checking me over.” Chibi-Duo replied.
Duo smiled, then nodded, deciding to answer Chibi-Duo’s earlier
question. “Yeah, you need the DNA . . . sort of like the pieces
to a huge puzzle.” He sat on the bench in the changing room
and settled Chibi-Duo onto his lap.
“So . . . that means I’m a piece of you, right?”
Duo smiled again, and hugged his clone while he nodded. He suddenly
had an idea about where this talk was going and felt a lump growing
in his throat. “Yeah . . . you’re a piece of me.”
He said, his voice cracking slightly. He looked down into eyes that
were suddenly unsure and afraid.
“Does . . . does that mean you’re my daddy?” Chibi-Duo
asked timidly, looking up at Duo with hope and fear warring in his
shimmering eyes.
Duo hugged his clone as tightly as he could without hurting the child
and felt a small sob building up as Chibi-Duo hugged him back just
as tightly. “If . . . if you want me to be, kiddo.” Duo
said, pulling back just slightly. “I’m not the best person
in the universe to be trusting a kid to, but . . . if you want to
be my . . . my son . . .” He sniffled, pushing back the tears
that threatened to spill. Leaning forward, he pressed a soft kiss
to the top of Chibi-Duo’s head. “If you want to be my
son, that’s fine with me. I’d be more than honored to
be your dad.”
“I want you as my father . . . daddy.” The child whispered,
his voice muffled by Duo’s chest.
Duo hugged him again, rubbing his clone’s back as the child
started sobbing. He knew the terror his young clone had been feeling.
The fear that he’d be rejected yet again. They stayed still
for a moment, just holding each other. Then Duo reluctantly drew his
arms away, wiping his fingers over Chibi-Duo’s face to brush
aside the tears. “Come on, we have to get finished in here before
Heero breaks the door down looking for us.” He chuckled lightly,
offering a smile as he helped his clone back into the plain jeans
and sweatshirt that each of the children had been issued at Headquarters,
before gathering up their selections and opening the door.
*******
TBC
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