That waist-length brown braid, those violet-blue eyes, the slight but pleasant
rasp to his throaty voice... The first time
she met him she had known there was
something different about him. She couldn't
understand herself or her feelings:
Duo Maxwell was a damnfool loudmouth obnoxious
American who didn't know
when to be serious, laughed at everything
and kept up a running commentary
even in the heat of battle, very likely the
most annoying person she had ever
known. But on the flip side, that could be
one of his most endearing traits! His
eyes kept her awake at night and haunted her
dreams when he was not there with
her. Why did he always hold himself away from
her? She turned over, trying to
escape the sweet torture of his eyes, his
voice resounding in her ears and mind.
*****As usual, he gave no hint of his approach. He knew where all the
noisemakers were on this lake bank below this
oak tree with fern-covered roots
and he took care to avoid them so as not to
wake her up just yet.
There she was, sleeping on the ground cushioned by soft grasses, pillowed
by moss, covered from the waist down with
a light blanket of tiny woven reeds,
silky nightgown shining in the patches of
moonlight that drifted down through the
leaves above and dappled them both with odd
shadow patterns. He was more
than a little jealous of the nightgown-it
was so close to the girl he loved and now
he could never be. Duo knelt beside her and
brushed the bangs that had fallen
across her face away: the trailing ends woke
her and her blue eyes opened and
widened in recognition as a smile formed on
her face.
"Hilde." It came out in the choked whisper that was all he could manage.
"Hilde, I'm so sorry."
Hilde only looked him, the smile replaced
by a puzzled and worried look that
spoke a wordless question to him. He touched
her lips gently with two fingertips,
an indication of silence.
"Hilde... I'm not certain how I can tell you this but I have to- I won't
be
coming home today." At the girl's shocked
look he forced himself to continue
although his voice was bringing tears to her
eyes. "They caught me, Hilde,
escaping with Deathscythe... They left me
no choice and... I had to
self-detonate." Duo felt the tears in his
own eyes as he watched Hilde's, reading
shock, denial... and finally belief. He had
to tear out his next words, "I'll- I'll miss
you," as he drew her yielding form to him,
brushed the tears that had begun to
flow freely down her face away, kissed her
forehead, until the sun's golden edge
rolled over the horizon. Then he rose, reluctantly
letting go of Hilde and turning
away, walking across the surface of the lake
to a silhouette he knew too well.
"Duo!" He looked back. Hilde stood on the shore, reaching out to him.
"Hilde..." The cry was wrenched o of him, but he turned once more to
continue on. "I have to go, Hilde. We both
know that. nd you know I love you."
He climbed in, walking Deathscythe into the
fiery line where the deep, cool lake
met the rising sun. Hilde's sobs pursued him.*****
"Duo, don't leave me!" Hilde woke, gasping and sobbing. No, it could't
be
true. He was supposed to come back today.
But she remembered, as though
seared into memory, the pain and loss in everything
about him, his lips on her
forehead, the strength of him holding her.
And she recalled his words as his
silhouette walked into the sun. She looked
out over the oak tree outside her
window to the sun, halfway above the glittering
lake horizon, a sad smile coming
to her face. So Duo did love her after all,
and had come back to say goodbye.
"Goodbye, Duo Maxwell."