Title: My Story
Author: SHiDi tHa' iLLeGaL pLaYeR
Date: 14 October 2003

..:: My Story ::..

Here I am sitting in front of my Pc
Thinking of new rhyme while listening to my mp3
I decided to write some little stuff about me
All the things I've faced and what type of man I've be

I know all my life I have done a lot of wrong things
Such as breaking promises, teasing and lying
Not to mention all the responsible I've been neglecting
Still even I know it's all wrong but I feel nothing
I still keep on doing all of that
Sometimes it makes me feel like I'm the coolest cat
Mom and dad, I know my attitude makes you feel sad
But trust me I never intend to make you mad

It's been 19 years I live in this world
I have faced different types of obstacles
The teased, the pain, the sorrow and the jeer
But thank God there's always someone to make me cheer
Thanks a lot to those who cheer me up when I was down
Make me smile when I was frown
Never treat me like I'm some silly clown
In my kingdom you're the one who wears the crown

Sometimes I feel kind a sick with my life
Several times I've mentioned "I Hate My Life"
How I wish I could just stabbed my heart with a knife
But I realize there's still a lot of things I want to do in this life
To do and to get all that I must strive
I have to face all the challenges and I must stay alive

Dear God, I'm begging you to give me the strength and ability
To face all the obstacles that will come up to me
I'm sure most of it will be hard only few will be easy
With your help and guidance I know I can face it eventually
Dear God, I admit that I have ignore your orders this whole time
I realized all that while writing down this simple rhyme
Now I'm asking for your forgiveness, protection and guidance, I know you understand
I need those to make me becoming a better man before my story ends.

©2003 iLLeGaL pLaYeR ( [email protected] )