Title: If I Die Tonight
Author: SHiDi tHa' iLLeGaL pLaYeR
Date: 10th July 2003

..:: If I Die Tonight ::..

Looking back at my life as a lotus eater,
Been ignoring all the advises from mother and father,
All I know is to have fun from morning till night,
Makes me wonder what if tonight will be my last night.
If I die tonight, will tomorrow be the same?
Or will they feel the lost of one player in the game?
Will they come to my funeral and pay the last respect?
Or is it still the same that I will just be neglect?

  Will I able to reach my dreams and fulfill all the demands?
Or will I end up in shame just like the elephant man?
Reminisce all the sins that I’ve been done in the past
How I wish I could clear it all before I pass
Will people still remember my name in their heart?
Or after the seven steps they will forgot
To mom and dad, bro, cousins and also everyone who knows me too
Please forgive me for all the mistakes I’ve done to all of you

  Will I end up as the best player in the game?
Or will I die while still searching for fame?
Hope I won’t end up in such shame
Don’t want people to remember me as a person who totally lame
If I die tonight, what will I be remember by?
Is it something their inherit or all the deeds I’ve done before I die
Or maybe all the bad things I’ve made, hope not
Sweet and fond memories maybe that’s the best I’ve got

©2003 iLLeGaL pLaYeR ( [email protected] )