Oh God, if you would only do this
I'll never do that again
Smoked my last cigarette
And threw it in the trash
Like so much burning garbage
I think it's time I said goodbye
And walked away from this pain of mine
Two steps gone, I turn around
I never should have turned around
Oh God, if you would only give me this
I'll never want that again
Chew my lip, bite my tongue
I hold my breath
But I am not the one
I think it's time I said goodbye
And walked away from this pain of mine
Two steps gone, I turn around
I never should have turned around
Oh God, if you would only make me this
I'll never be that again
Pulled out my last hairs
And if I could believe
I would be myself, maybe
I think it's time I said goodbye
And walked away from this pain of mine
Two steps back, I look away
I never should have looked away
Oh God, if you would only turn my life around
I'll believe in you again
Amen.