Praise God, Most Holy. Amen, amen.

 

The Spirit; the Will, and Word, and Hand of God, Works thru’ us all as He Is Able; but those of the Sonship do the knitting.

 

Don’t forget what I said, then, of being those lustrous pearls rather than jagged coral. Amen, amen.

 

I found a card for a free Subway sandwich that has been laying around in my car for a year or so probably with those little stickers on it, so I walked about a block to Subway and went in – but they told me it was no good, that they stopped accepting them because someone had been selling them on e-Bay. Thanks a lot, jerks. Anyway, I kept my cool and smiled and said oh, well; but as I don’t have much I said goodbye and left. I thought of going across the street to a small market and getting a bit of fruit and some vegetables, as I had a bottle of water in the car; but I thought, well, I’ll splurge a bit and get a Jumbo Jack at Jack-in-the-Box. It was right there in front of me anyway; and this li’l ol’ lady was walking up to the door just ahead of me, so I quickly caught up to her and opened the door to let her in (I always try to be kind and caring, especially to the elderly – a thing of good and chivalrous manners, but no, not everyone does that). Anyway, we were chatting as we stood at the counter and the guy acted like he knew her already as he told her hello; but he looked at me and asked what I wanted, so I turned him back to her (ladies first) – but she turned him back at me as she was fumbling with her purse, and he got a bit of a laugh out of it so I laughed myself a bit and ordered. It cost me $1.34 – not much, but I ain’t got much; and I asked for a glass of water too. She ordered then, and he went to the side window after that as she was fumbling with her purse again. Funny, she laid out the change and then picked some of it back up, and I noticed she was a nickel short after that – so I reached in my pocket and pulled out a nickel, but she had realized her mistake by then and pulled out a nickel to make good on it herself. I put mine back in my pocket and we laughed a bit, then; and I told her don’t worry, this guy can’t count anyway (just as he returned, so we all laughed at that). Anyway, she started talking to me as we waited on the food so I sat at the table next to hers to talk as we ate. She told of her father (this lady was 83 years old) picking up rocks for fun to jump into the Blue Danube (she was from Germany), holding onto the rock ‘til he got to the bottom and then spurting back to the top; and we laughed a bit of it, but she noted that nowadays a lot of kids get their kicks out of picking up rocks and just throwing them thru’ people’s windows. Well, yes, the times have changed. And she pointed at another burger joint across the street, saying one of the ladies there threatened to call the cops on her if she ever came in again; hey, I don’t know what the woman did, she seemed nice enough to me but I know at times the elderly can be frustrating – yet I think it was rather the other woman’s fault, as then the lady told me the one who had threatened her (well, not directly, she said, but the other servers were told that) had broken her leg – and I was about to say something of it being an act of God but the li’l ol’ lady took the words right out of my mouth, bless her soul. And I saw it in her eyes she was a believer in the Lord, so that just touched me even deeper. The Winkler Frau: it was saddening to part after such a short time, but gladdening to have shared that time with her – and I guess that’s why I ended up at Jack-in-the-Box instead of the grocery market in the first place, because that God wanted me to touch that woman’s life. I didn’t have to preach to her or anything; all I had to do was sit and talk and share a few moments of enjoyment. Isn’t that the best part of worldly life ?? Enjoying a few moments with someone you don’t even know ?? I love it; but no, that is not what life is all about. May God bless thee, tho’, that ye might find the time to do the same today. Amen, amen.

 

David, in Psalms, did once say “my cup runneth over”… which of you will realize now that the Cup is shared, as Christ is God’s Instrument thru’ many ?? I am His Advocate, and God’s Own Intercessor in the nations. But will you be one to recognize that today ??

 

I was glad to hear that American troops in Iraq are getting some new training in values; obviously the Pentagon has taken much of this to heart. And I was especially glad to see progress made concerning Iran’s nuclear program. But I have seen many innocent lives lost in Iraq because that certain mujaheedan refuse to give up their incessant violence – and I have heard many Iraqi women speak in protest of it. So for al-Zarqawi I say this: you spoke, Sir, of wanting to see women freed from prison – yet at the same time you did kill many of them. That is double-mindedness; so I am asking you again to let Jill go free out of faith and grace. The recent al-Qaeda tape spoke of looking for fairness in America – and I am speaking of looking for fairness now in Iraq. If she is dead already she is a martyr and your hands are stained with her blood whether it was you who killed her or not, and you will find yourself burning in hell for it as you disobeyed His Messenger – and whether that is the case or not you have but one way to redeem thy soul today, which is to lay down your arms in acceptance of the Surah of Jihad’s clear Truth that what you are fighting for is wrong and that reconciliation is His Cause. Thus no mujahedan has His Permission to fight in aim of civil war in Iraq. It is a nation of Islam which must stand up as a shining example of the good morals and values of Islam, so that others in the world have a chance to recognize that even holy fighting has discipline. You are Told to come to a table when invited; and you have been invited to a table of reconciliation. Will you submit to His Will today or not ?? I gave this before: Peace Endures Among Common Efforts – but free will needs lend a hand !!

 

Bring yourself to peaceful aim in free will this day, brother. It is all that shall save thee. Unite the Sunni and Shiites in freedom thru’ the very government they are trying to build. It is their one ticket to real progress, and you are only keeping them from it. Amen, amen.

 

But speaking of fairness… the hair on my chinny-chin-chin is getting greyer and greyer, for as so many put me thru’ so much He has come closer and closer to me – as all I could do was keep turning to Him. Some are listening to me and following me in certain things but yet none but mine own family and a few close friends has really helped me keep mine own life together. The “wizard” left me dry; a wolf he was in sheep’s clothing, blowing upon my door. No, I’m not a friggin’ little pig; but he can kiss my ever-lovin’ whatever, and so can any other who stands with him against me from hereon. I noted the waves on a beach a few times here to reflect that tho’ the teachings of the Lord thru’ His Chosen may frustrate you and even anger you at times you have to let them shape you as grains in the sand. Did any of you really grasp that part of the understanding ?? If all you do is throw up a wall and keep those things from shaping you His Intent ends up beating against the wall while you go on about your own business – but eventually He will devastate those walls, and you with them if you helped build them. Why must any think they should still deny me in this, then ?? It is foolish indeed.

 

And I thought President Bush might at least have the heart to send someone to put a new alternator and battery in my car so I wouldn’t be stuck here along the road; but I guess not. Obviously he just feels I should fend for myself; but does he think God did this to me out of spite, or might he yet realize the Lord expects the good grace of others to lend to His Chosen ?? It was Jesus’ contention one should work for a living and not rely on the good grace of others – but he was lent much by the common folk and did not really work much as a carpenter after he began his ministry. And I am a minister unto you; yet verily, it goes back to leaders in that when they refuse such grace it only comes back upon them. That in itself was Christ’s worldly ruin; and nearly Muhammad’s as well, before he fled.

 

I am not running away from anything, tho’. I am sitting here while walking in faith just to see what anyone does for or against me.

 

And so is He, as He Watches from on High in Decision. Verily it is that President Bush should have listened to his heart and found more confidence in me by now – but that “wizard” still has his ear. Back to the “wizard”, then – this ain’t friggin’ Oz but we ain’t in Kansas anymore either, dog. He judged me and meddled with my life from day one when he took office, turning the spy networks against me and even giving certain of the Mafia my whereabouts a little over a year ago: and I thought to name him here but it did occur to me that such would be pulling up a weed – so I will ask that he pull up his own roots. Turn a new leaf and help me or resign your post, Sir. It is not a bench and I am not the only one you judged while sitting in it. I love ya despite your faults, and I pray for ya – but you did let your wants get in the way of my needs and the needs of countless others, and it isn’t Right or fair. One needs always seek to lead people to God as best he can and not lose sight of the Lord his ownself in the process – but it is upon me not to conform to the world. This is all a part of settling His Accounts with nations: deny me not in it lest His Curse falls. Don’t cause me to name you, Sir.

 

Amen, amen, amen.

 

June 6^th is nearly upon us. 6-6-2006. Who ya gonna call ?? Ya wanna bust the Spirit or accept what has come of Him thru’ me ??

 

I hope and pray to see 7-7-2007 myself, and to be prospering and sharing in that when it comes.

 

But is my book still banned ?? If so come to me and explain yourself.

 

And what other trump card is anyone trying to play against me ?? If still you are plotting against me, He Is still Plotting against you.

 

Fold your hands… in prayer, and join me…

 

Dear Lord and Father in Heaven,

 

       Blessed be Thy Many Names. To Thee is mine worship. To Thee is mine humble servitude, in all its forms. What I do I do for Thee in search of needed reform. What I say I say from my heart, knowing the things Thou dost Give there I am to wit, and so realize them. And what I receive from Thee in any manner I give as I may unto others, that they may be renewed and reformed in Thy Will.

 

       Bring people to turn to their hearts in sight of this, Lord, and in sight of You, that they may know what it is they do.

 

In the name of Christ,

In the names of all those Chosen into the Sonship,

And in the name of the Spirit, Which Is Thy Will, Thy Word, and Thy Work in Thy Hand and Thy Guidance,

We pray,

Amen, amen, amen.

 

Do what He Says when you are certain what He Says, and know His Guidance is Best found by His Chosen. Amen, amen, amen. As far as I’m concerned I am done here and would like to carry on in simple song, but I am ready and willing to sit and talk with any who wish to talk if they are sincere, honest, and humble in their intent. And I only set this here as it may likely be my last chance to say or do anything. I meant to pawn my computer for gas; but now whatever I get from it will probably be barely enough to fix the car and I have not been able to get started on recording my music yet, as I know not where the studio is and will have to try to catch up with the guy (unfortunately I left without getting his card last week and could not find him in the phone book altho’ I have heard of the studio before). So I know not where it shall go from here but still it looks like I will end up on foot – tho’ I have hope it will not come to that. But I sat in Kinko’s several days trying to finish the “June Soulstitch” and go thru’ my files to save what I can of my music and these works in case I never see my laptop again. Satan’s hand is heavy upon me thru’ denial; the ruin of the little angel with the scroll. It is not a thing of ruining me spiritually but worldly, for tho’ Satan does want me out of the way he hath no power over my spirit. No, some see me not as a little angel; but when their voices flash angrily against me, what is it that they look like ?? And when they ignore me, what is that but ignorance ?? Don’t be in too much of an uproar if I fall, tho’. You are supposed to always seek a good end in things. Amen. The jokes here I saw in a trucker’s magazine (except the one on giving, which I thought of myself), concerning the things a mother teaches…

 

 

            Anticipation (“just wait ‘til your father gets home”)

 

            Giving (“go fetch me a switch”)

 

            Receiving (“you are going to get it when we get home”)

 

            Genetics (“you’re just like your father”)

 

            Becoming an adult (“if you don’t eat your vegetables you’ll never grow up”)

 

            Justice (“one day you’ll have kids and I hope they turn out just like you”)

 

 

But it’s no joke… consider the relations here between the joke and the reality…

 

 

Anticipation: the coming of the Father in His Wrath is not something you want to see.

 

Giving: if you bring it on yourselves it will be worse than anything I said against anyone.

 

Receiving: go home and get it Straight lest something worse comes to you.

 

Genetics: none are as the Father but our inherent traits are something like unto His Own.

 

Growing up: let this meal be as vegetables and don’t spit them up !! (lol) Most of us have or had children of our own and can relate.

 

Justice: what is it you want your children to be when they grow up ?? Be!; their role models. Be!; the children of God. Be!; the peacemakers, and be not defiant of me but be vigorous in your own work toward finding peace both in yourselves and in the world.

 

 

Amen, amen.

 

I have joined beliefs in a variety of religions in good manner while disputing things in His Guidance which did not fit. This is what I was Meant to do – and like I said, once I am out of the picture Satan will look to usurp that. Do not allow him the pleasure of it.

 

Follow me, for here there is vision and good shall come to thee in it. Be ye kind to one another and lend guidance to each other in these things as best ye can without setting thyselves against me. In that He shall sustain thee, as the joy of the Lord is thy strength – and thru’ that may ye make thy way prosperous both in material and spiritual ways. Let there be no strife without good cause in defense of brethren and in standing for reform, and know that Blessed are the pure in heart. God loveth a cheerful giver; but verily, the understandings one may find are infinite. Yet He Is not far from any, and all they need do is turn to Him in their hearts and seek to reform themselves in good and believing ways. Great is His Goodness, Lent thru’ Christ to all who seek it. Refrain from anger as best ye can and seek to know better what it is you do. Preserve thy spirit thru’ love whenever you can, and be gentle in thy manner whenever possible. The Lord Preserveth the faithful; make to yourself friends, that thru’ them thy work is easier Rewarded. They that seek the Lord may find understanding in all things, but turning away from understanding in sin of pride in favor of lustful designs while denying the Oneness and refusing the Unknown does keep many from spiritual progression, as they have not Truly opened the eyes and ears of their hearts. The Lord is my Rock; the Lord is my Shepherd; in everything I am enriched by Him spiritually; but the worldly aspect of this is left upon you, as He Is in Decision. Rejoice in the Lord; you are Told to rejoice when He does Demonstrate His Power to the nations, and He hath done that today not only thru my voice but thru’ the good works of those who followed me in believing ways; not to mention what He hath done thru’ nature. You may not like some of those things but you need accept them as a part of His Tests, brothers. So Be!; thankful unto Him. Comfort thy hearts thru’ blessing His Name, by whatever Name thou dost call Him. Amen, amen, amen. Have faith and doubt not but put thy trust in the Lord and in these works. Peace be unto all, and thru’ this shall ye find it. He hath Many Ways, and Many Paths, but if ye learn to walk along them in humble submission of His Many Teachings and unto clear needs of the oppressed and the poor thou shalt find that Straight Path along thine own, as have I. Amen, amen, amen.

 

Asha: Ashem vohû vahishtem astî, ushtâ astî ushtâ ahmâi, hyat ashâi vahishtâi ashem. Righteousness is the best good (and) is happiness. Happiness to him who (is) righteous for the sake of the best righteousness. The greatest happiness is found in Paradise. Amen.

 

Each religion and each division thereof holds some amount of Truth and some amount of error; division itself is the work of Satan !!

 

You have drifted apart for long; begin anew today. It should not be that hard for a people who believe to look with conviction in their hearts upon the Truths which were handed down to them and realize there is something more to see in them; but again, when one’s understanding refuses to grow it becomes void in vain. Bring His Truths into greater light of understanding in the spirit of Truth.

 

Amen, amen, amen.

 

United we stand, divided we fall – remember ??

 

Trust in God of this Truth: Unity of Faith is all that will bring True brotherhood.

 

Amen, amen.

 

I will ask you again, wear now the Armor of God with me – that you may pray, and wear His Breastplate, Belt, and Helmet; have your Feet Fitted, and carry His Sword and Shield – that in these He shall save you – that in these you would know His Truth if and when He comes forth. This Armor is not made of metal, and it covers no robe. This Sword is not one which would lash out against the Innocent. These things are all of the collective consciousness: that peace which you might carry within you to share with ALL. Thus be watchful to pray, and to know His Word shall come when you are in need. Hold to Truth and stand in Righteousness, and carry the Gospel of Peace. Let Faith extinguish the lies. Keep His Word in your hand, and in your heart, Salvation – that from this world might be driven tyranny and terror, that we may escape this sense of doom. Yet if we are unable to find our own way, so shall He build the world anew. These are two ends in our path, one in renewing the world through extending ourselves in Faith, and one in renewing the world in His Own Way. And so that you shall know, it is already Given in Scripture that He has TWO ways if we fail to do this on our own: one in which man is reborn and uplifted in His Pleasure, and one in which man falls and that “dragon” is “replenished” – and so should ALL fear His Wrath, as we know not which way He would choose should He be forced to do this Himself !! It is not upon me to reform the world on my own, but it is upon me to try to help; and it is upon you the same, as all share in this responsibility.

 

Amen, amen, amen.

 

I call again for the True Jihad: find goodness in yourself and share it with the world, that the world becomes a better place. Amen, amen. Again: you would see in the Book of Urantia, this world is the pride of His Universe. If you destroy it, He WILL be angered.

 

Self matters ?? Well, yeah; but don’t lose sight of God. Praise Him, and bless His Name. Most Holy, Blessed Be!; ALL Thy Names.

 

Amen, amen.

 

These are the songs I am hoping to put out on a couple of CD’s as soon as possible (as well as a 3^rd CD with 10 of the gospel songs I have covered). The words to them can be found throughout these pages. Here On The Island; We Few, We Do; Steadfast In Grace; Teach Me Right from Wrong; Live, and Let Live; Clear to See; Open Your Eyes Tonight; There’s Only One Lord; Out of the Mouths of Babes; Here, Today; Another Day; No Free Ride; The Plan; Only Human After All; (I Do) Believe In You; Show Us the Way; A Little Time (for You); (My Heart to Do) For You; Rare Is The Day. I have many more than that, but it is at least a start.

 

Another 7 pages in Word this was.

 

For the one who labeled me a failure, what is your answer to the question in my last notes concerning being Judged by one mistake ??

 

Verily, none of you can say whether anything I said or did is a mistake or not – and you should not judge me. If I made mistakes they came of frustration in the denial which ate at me, and I repented and atoned for anything I even thought might have been a mistake.

 

Do the same yourselves today.

 

Make amends.

 

Amen, amen.

 

J Michael J