Philosophy and Living

In the past I made my happiness dependant on finding answers to the philosophical questions I asked and I always asked the biggest and hardest questions. Without the answers to these questions I saw no point in living. Finally I reached a point where I found a few clues, a few partial answers, a few possible answers this made my life worth living gave me a reason to go on. Not being able to find the answers made my life feel meaningless.

Now I am at a point where I say enough, I cannot go on like this I am driving myself crazy. I may NEVER know any of the answers but I must make the best of what I have. Enjoy life and live and be as happy as I can with or without the answers.

Finding the answers is still important to me but I now look for answers as a hobby and am not attached to the outcome. I do enjoy this adventure while in search of the 'holy grail'. I was born a philosopher and will in all good probability die a philosopher. Philosophy is my blood, my passion and my life.