Midnight Equinox: Characters: Neema N'Kai
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Name: Neema N'Kai Sex: Female Sexual Orientation: Bisexual Age: 20 Birthdate: October 21, 1984 Zodiac Sign: Libra
Home Planet: Earth Ethnicity: African (Nigerian) Born in: America Resides: In a house with her boyfriend Atticus, Devon, Triad, Delu and Troi.
Species: White (Leucistic) Lioness Height: 6'0" Weight: 175 pounds Eye Color: Crimson red Fur Color: White Markings: Black Underbelly: White Inner ears, paw pads, nose: Pale pink Hair Style: Parted in the middle reaching her chin and angling sharply up as it reaches the back. Undercut. Hair Length: Chin-length angling to just around ears. Hair Color (Natural): Black Hair Color (Current): Black
Typical Clothing: Short skirts, knee-high or combat boots, corsets, fishnet shirts/stockings, striped shirts/stockings, tight leather pants. Only will wear red, black, grey and yellow. Though she almost always is in red or black. Piercings: 4 piercings in each eyebrow tip: inner (near eyes) are barbells, while outer (near ears) are hoops; septum, 3 in lip, both sides and middle though she's not always wearing all of them; labret spike, monroe on right side, bridge, belly button, both nipples, clitoral piercing, 2 in tongue, corset piercings starting at neck and reaching down back and to the base of her tail with red ribbon or string or leather between them.
5 in each lower ear (hoop or barbell or spike), 4 on top of ears (any style) and a screw in the top of each ear - therefore, 9 each ear, 18 total. Jewlery: Usually wearing a red spiked choker with a Manson symbol that she's had forever, and a pair of silver dogtags engraved in gold that says GHOST. Any other jewlery, likes to wear spiked things on her wrists, tail, ankles, and other random styled things. Some hairclips. Tattoos: Red rose on left breast with black spikey stem curling in contours of chest, two bullets on each shoulder, both having a black base and red tips, Ghost's name tattooed in red ink on a grey heart with black outlining on her right forearm. Scars: All over, most from fighting, though some are self inflicted. Most noticeable are claw scars from fighting on each shoulder in about the same area from a particular fight, major scar going horizontally on the right forearm before her Ghost tattoo, has circle dot scarring from self-stitching, there are a few more of these on her chest and stomach. Lots on back from fighting. Major scars on the inside of each wrist from a suicide attempt. Some are fresh, some healed over, though she doesn't cut anymore. Random cigarette burns.
Mother and Father: Dead Siblings: Older brother Dashande, had another brother between Shande and her, but he died before she was born. Pets: Sin the prairie dog Significant Other: Atticus (Ghost) Cale Virgin: Hell no Past Partners (of significance): Triad (no sexing), Majoka, Mike, fooled around with Tangerine and Slip. Best Friend(s): Atticus, Sugar, Triad and Devon
Education: Graduated high school (after being in it for quite a while) Drug User?: Yes. She used to do lots of drugs, though now she's cut back on the harder ones and only falls to them when severely depressed, though that hasn't been happening lately and even when it does, she doesn't do it for Atticus. She smokes pot a lot, drinks a lot, does E occasionally, does acid/shrooms and other hallucinogens occasionally, and used to be a heroin addict. She's tried everything, though. Smoker?: Yes - Marlboro Reds Religion: Atheist Car: Red cadillac with black trim and interior. Not a big caddy, but a srx type. Weapon: AK47 black and red, a silver .44 glock, and a black switchblade. Hobbies: Doing drugs, having sex (with Atticus), listening to music, playing bass, piercings, tattoos, smoking, fighting, playing with guns and fire, causing trouble. General Temperment: A bitch pure and simple. She doesn't take shit from anyone, and doesn't let anyone try to come near any of her friends. If you do you're good as dead if you are ever mean to them. She's very protective of her close friends, they're her "pride" and she'd kill and die for them. She's easy to anger and has a huge temper. However, if you get to know her she's a wonderful, protective person who won't let anyone ever hurt you. She can be a bit of a bad influence sometimes, since she's always smoking pot/cigarettes or drinking; but she's a good person. She hasn't ever killed anyone, though she's severely wounded plenty in physical combat, gunfights, gang shootouts, etc...
Represents: Self-esteem, power, confidence, bithcinness, anger with a purpose, strength.
Favorite... Color: Red Food: Meat (Rare steak) Drink: Gin, Rum, Mountain Dew Code Red Band: Eminem, Marilyn Manson
History Childhood: Her mother was a drug addict - so she was born a drug baby. Her Mom stuck around for the first year of her life then took off, leaving her and her Dad to fend for themselves. She met Triad when she was still a baby, he lived in the same trailer park as her, so they played together often. Her Dad took minimal care of her, giving barely enough to survive on. When she turned 4 he started beating her, when she turned 7 he started raping her. When she turned 12 he sent her to work so that she could bring in the income - and if she didn't bring it in he threatened to rape her more. So she started into the business of drugs... Neema and Triad would play and run off into the woods together and try to get away from their homes, always fearing going back, making up elaborate plans to escape - yet never going through with them. As Triad's conditions at home worsened and his depressioned deepend so did her's, and she watched him slipping away...
She stoped working but always continues with the drugs, no matter how hard Sugar tries to stop her.
Teenage: Neema continued working as a drug dealer - getting herself into really bad situations. She's been raped multiple times, gang raped, beaten to the point of near death. Yet, she doesn't stop doing what she does because she HAS to get the money or her Dad will kill her. She knows he will. Even if she ran away he'd find her. In fact, she tried to run away when she was 15, she went to her friend Shadow's house - but her Dad found her and took her home and no one saw her for a month. He had knocked her into acoma, she barely survived. Anyone that had come near her home had been told she was visiting her Grandma by her Dad. When she came to she knew to keep up her job, and she did for years, despite her friends warnings. When she turned 17 she tried to kill herself - she slit her wrists, unable to take the pain anymore. However, Shadow found her bleeding on the ground and rushed her to a hospital where they kept her. They eventually found out about her Dad from her friends and they arrested him, and now she lives with her best friend Sugar. She's still fearful - he could escape, he could be released, all of the people she supplied with drugs could come after her, and some are beginning to try...
Eventually she finishes high school and continues to live with Sugar for a while. She crushed on Mike while in school, and right when she got out, but soon got over that obsession when she realized it was unatainable. Mike and her were fuckbuddies for a long time, and they have a strong attachment to each other still, and always will.
She came across her long-lost brother Dashande when she was near 17 years old. She had no clue she had any siblings, and they were very close for a very long time. Neema worked in Dashande's gang, a group of carnivores that despise hybrids, herbivores and everything of the like. She didn't agree with his position, and watched him get more and more into drugs. It scared her, but at the time she was also heavily into drugs. She continously did heroin, and became extremely addicted. She tried everything, she was always drugged up. She met Majoka at the gang and they immediately hit it off. Neema finally became exclusive with someone, and Majoka and her had a very good relationship. However, Neema's dislike for the way her brother treated hybrids ended up getting her kicked out of the gang. This was also because she found herself liking a certain hybrid, and got caught with him once by Sugar, but she swore her to secrecy... and then she couldn't take it, lying to Majo, so she told her and they broke up. Neema was kicked out of Dashande's gang, she is friends with a hyrbid, that makes her a disgrace to the family. After all, Dashande killed their father when he got out of prison and came after Neema. He had always protected her... she had no clue this hatred would come over family... and she still hurts from the way he shuns her, acts like he doesn't know who she is, says he has no kin, no sister... but she knows she is doing what she feels is right.
That hybrid she was caught with was Atticus, and now the two of them are inseperable.
Adult: Atticus lives in the house with Neema, Devon, Triad, Delu, and Troi. Things are great for the two of them, because their personalities match perfectly. They have sex all the time, and get high together all the time. Neema's out of the heavier drugs and sticks to the milder ((as stated above)), and she's doing rather well. Though, there will be times when she'll break down when she thinks about Dashande and how much she misses him. Sometimes she wants to go back over to where the gang is and test him to see if 'Shande would really kill her.
She's always watchful of her friends, and Triad's death hit her very hard. It really gave her a wake-up call, and she's trying to live life to more of it's fullest.
You'll see Atticus and her out clubbing frequently, getting drunk and being crazy, always bringing fun and social excitement wherever they go. Neema loves to fight and get rowdy while drunk, which can be a problem sometimes, but in general she's funny to be around. But always take into consideration, even if you think you're her friend, never betray her or her close-ones, her pride, her family - or she won't hesitate to kill you.
Themesong(s): "Ticks and Leeches" by Tool, "Criminal", "Cleanin' out my Closet", "Soldier", and "Kill You" by Eminem
Main Theme: "Criminal" by Eminem Lyrics:
A lot of people ask me.. stupid fuckin questions
A lot of people think that.. what I say on records
or what I talk about on a record, that I actually do in real life
or that I believe in it
Or if I say that, I wanna kill somebody, that..
I'm actually gonna do it
or that I believe in it
Well, shit.. if you believe that
then I'll kill you
You know why?
Cuz I'm a
CRIMINAL
CRIMINAL
You god damn right
I'm a CRIMINAL
Yeah, I'm a CRIMINAL
[Eminem]
My words are like a dagger with a jagged edge
That'll stab you in the head
whether you're a fag or lez
Or the homosex, hermaph or a trans-a-vest
Pants or dress - hate fags? The answer's "yes"
Homophobic? Nah, you're just heterophobic
Starin at my jeans, watchin my genitals bulgin (Ooh!)
That's my motherfuckin balls, you'd better let go of em
They belong in my scrotum, you'll never get hold of em
Hey, it's me, Versace
Whoops, somebody shot me!
And I was just checkin the mail
Get it? Checkin the 'male'?
How many records you expectin to sell
after your second LP sends you directly to jail?
C'mon!-- Relax guy, I like gay men
Right, Ken? Give me an amen (AAA-men!)
Please Lord, this boy needs Jesus
Heal this child, help us destroy these demons
Oh, and please send me a brand new car
And a prostitute while my wife's sick in the hospital
Preacher preacher, fifth grade teacher
You can't reach me, my mom can't neither
You can't teach me a goddamn thing cause
I watch TV, and Comcast cable
and you ain't able to stop these thoughts
You can't stop me from toppin these charts
And you can't stop me from droppin each March
with a brand new cd for these fuckin retards
Duhhh, and to think, it's just little ol' me
Mr. "Don't Give A Fuck," still won't leave
[Chorus: Eminem (repeat 2X)]
I'm a CRIMINAL
Cuz every time I write a rhyme, these people think it's a crime
to tell em what's on my mind - I guess I'm a CRIMINAL
but I don't gotta say a word, I just flip em the bird
and keep goin, I don't take shit from no one
[Eminem]
My mother did drugs - tar, liquor, cigarettes, and speed
The baby came out - disfigured, ligaments indeed
It was a seed who would grow up just as crazy as she
Don't dare make fun of that baby cause that baby was me
I'm a CRIMINAL - an animal caged who turned crazed
But how the fuck you sposed to grow up when you weren't raised?
So as I got older and I got a lot taller
My dick shrunk smaller, but my balls got larger
I drink more liquor to fuck you up quicker
than you'd wanna fuck me up for sayin the word ...
My morals went thhbbpp when the president got oral
Sex in his Oval Office on top of his desk
Off of his own employee
Now don't ignore me, you won't avoid me
You can't miss me, I'm white, blonde-haired
and my nose is pointy
I'm the bad guy who makes fun of people that die
in plane crashes and laughs
As long as it ain't happened to him
Slim Shady, I'm as crazy as Em
-inem and Kim combined - [*kch*] the maniiac's in
Replacin the doctor cause Dre couldn't make it today
He's a little under the weather, so I'm takin his place
(Mm-mm-mmm!) Oh, that's Dre with an AK to his face
Don't make me kill him too and spray his brains all over the place
I told you Dre, you should've kept that thang put away
I guess that'll teach you not to let me play with it, eh?
I'm a CRIMINAL
[Interlude Skit]
Aight look (uh huh) just go up in that motherfucker
get the motherfuckin money and get the fuck up outta there
[Em] Aight
I'll be right here waitin on you
[Em] Aight
Yo Em
[Em] What?!
Don't kill nobody this time
[Em] Awwright... god damn, fuck...
(whistling) how you doin'?
[Teller] HI, how can I help you?
[Eminem] Yeah I need to make a withdrawl
[Teller] Okay
[Eminem] Put the fuckin money in the bag bitch
and I won't kill you!
[Teller] What? Oh my god, don't kill me
[Eminem] I'm not gonna kill you bitch, quit lookin around...
[Teller] Don't kill me, please don't kill me...
[Eminem] I said I'm not gonna fuckin kill you
Hurry the fuck up! [*BOOM*] Thank you!
[Eminem]
Windows tinted on my ride when I drive in it
So when I rob a bank, run out and just dive in it
So I'll be disguised in it
And if anybody identifies the guy in it
I'll hide for five minutes
Come back, shoot the eyewitness
Fire at the private eye hired to pry in my business
Die, bitches, bastards, brats, pets
This puppy's lucky I didn't blast his ass yet [*dog whines*]
If I ever gave a fuck, I'd shave my nuts
tuck my dick inbetween my legs and cluck
You motherfuckin chickens ain't brave enough
to say the stuff I say, so just tape it shut [*tape unrolls*]
Shit, half the shit I say, I just make it up
To make you mad so kiss my white naked ass
And if it's not a rapper that I make it as
I'ma be a fuckin rapist in a Jason mask
[Chorus 2X] Reason: Hey, she is a criminal. >3
Secondary Theme(s): "Ticks and Leeches" by Tool Lyrics:
Suck and suck.
Suckin up all you can, suckin up all you can suck.
Workin up under my patience like a little tick.
Fat little parasite.
Suck me dry.
My blood is bruised and borrowed. You thieving bastards.
You have turned my blood cold and bitter,
beat my compassion black and blue.
Hope this is what you wanted.
Hope this is what you had in mind.
Cuz this is what you're getting.
I hope you're choking. I hope you choke on this.
Taken all I can, taken all I can, we can take.
Taken all you can, taken all you can fuckin' take
Got nothing left to give to you.
Blood suckin parasitic little tick/blood suckin parasitic little tick
Take what you want and then go.
Hope this is what you wanted.
Hope this is what you had in mind.
Cuz this is what you're getting.
Suck me dry.
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you had in mind?
Cuz this this is what you're getting.
I hope you choke. Reason: This song represents the anger and hatred Neema has grown up on for her entire life. She's only been used - used and used and used. And if you fuck with her, she won't hesitate to fight back.
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Name: Neema N'Kai