Midnight Equinox: Characters: Frostbite Snowhaven
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Name: Frostbite Snowhaven Sex: Female Sexual Orientation: Straight Age: 30 Birthdate: December 16th, 1974 Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius
Home Planet: Krynn Ethnicity: White Dragon Born in: The northern tundras of Krynn, in a small white dragon family clan. Resides: With Kraven in a warehouse, but also in the wild in the mountains
Species: White Dragon Height: 6'5" Weight: 100 pounds Eye Color: Bright red with darker crimson pupils. They glow a solid bright red when she's angry or out of control. Scale Color: Snow white Markings/Underbelly: Same pure white Inner ears, talons, spikes, tailtip: Black Hair Style: Messy, layered. Usually slightly dreaded since she never washes it. Hair Length: Chin length, sometimes longer, sometimes shorter. Hair Color (Natural): Dark blue with lighter blue and other shades of blue streaks Hair Color (Current): Same
Typical Clothing: Ripped black skirt and a black, bra or tank top Piercings: Nose ring, 5 industrials in each ear, suspension hooks in the middle of her back, between each spike. Jewlery: Choker with a snowflake symbol on it Tattoos: Scarring for tattoo purposes: Kraven with a heart carved into her chest (he did it and she wrote her name on him), Starlite and Sabrie carved into the front of each forearm. Scars: Most noticeable are the ones on her back where her wings used to be. They are raised up and puffy, keloid scars. They always itch, and she picks at them often making them bleed. Other random scars all over body, some fresh, some self inflicted, some from fights.
Mother and Father: Deceased Siblings: Deceased Pets: None Significant Other: Kraven Virgin: No Children: Starlite and Sabrie, Kraven and her children. Past Partners (of significance): None Best Friend: Kraven
Education: None Drug User?: No Smoker?: No Religion: None Car: None Mental Diseases/Disorders: Dissociative schizophrenic disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder. Hobbies: Hunting, tribal cutting into her scales, running through the woods, being surrounded by cold, climbing mountains, reading. General Temperment: Distant, detached, quiet. She's VERY primal and animalistic, but also very intelligent. She's not like most "people" since her mind works in a more instinct based way, but, deep inside she's very intelligent, though she shows it in strange ways that most wouldn't know. She does not speak often, but when she does her voice is very quiet and smooth, with a slight reptillian hiss.
Represents: Feral, animalistic behavior based on instinct; depression with a reason, loss of self control.
Elemental Power: Snow/Ice/Wind. She has the ability to create snowstorms, snow, ice, hail, wind, etc... she can manipulate them to her will if she is in control, however, if she's in one of her dissociative states she cannot and she becomes very dangerous.
Favorite... Color: White Food: Meat Drink: Water or red wine Band: Doesn't really listen to much music, since she's basically the opposite of technology and doesn't believe in it. Though, she has heard some Tool and A Perfect Circle songs that she enjoys.
History Childhood: She was born in a family unit of white dragons. Males, females, children, aunts, uncles, cousins - they all lived together in a quiet community in the smaller continent on Krynn, in the most northern mountains. However, the climate was changing - the weather was growing warmer, more humid - the opposite of what the whites need to survive. So, they set out on a quest to the northern mountains of Krynnn's larger continent. It was a long, difficult journey - for at this time the planet was still at war. All of the Chromatic Dragons (White, Black, Red, Blue and Green) were at odds with each other, fighting over what territory was their's, while the Metallic Dragons (Gold, Silver, Copper, Bronze, Brass) tried to keep order, which was difficult with the squabbling of the Chromatics.
Frostbite was around 8 years old when they started the migration. They had to go completely by air and by foot, so it took almost a year to complete the journey. One night, when she was 9 the group was resting after a long day's flight, and they were attacked by a rogue group of Red Dragons. These dragons claimed this territory was theirs, and they slaughtered all the men and boys, their warm fire breath weapons causing the white dragons to hide and tremble in fear. They kept the women and girls, and took them with them back to their camp. Frostbite was there from the time she was 9 to the time she was 16. During this time the fighting on the planet was growing exponentially, and everything was going downhill. The white dragons weren't the only prisoners here, there were other dragons being kept - of course only women and girls. There were Chromatics and Metallics alike, and all were forced to work for the Red Dragon group that captured them. Some were sent into battle, in order to take the brunt of the force of the opposing group.
Teenage: rostbite was beaten, abused, tortured, molested and raped from the time she was 10 until she got out when she was 16. All the women and girls were treated in this way, and during the day they were forced to do slave labor and other such things. On one particuarly bad night when she was 12, her captor, the lead Red Dragon of the group pinned her down with his buddies, and they ripped off her wings. A flightless dragon is one of the most degrading things for her species. After that she was a completely submissive toy for the dragons, all her will to fight back gone. This is when her schiophrenia was triggered. It had lain dormant for the past 12 years of her life, waiting to be released upon her mind by some sort of trigger.
When she was 16 a group of honorable Silver Dragons raided the Red Dragon camp and killed most of the Reds, the others kept to be prisoners of war. They freed the prisoners at the camp, and offered Frostbite a home - but by now she'd lost all her sense of self and she ran away.
Adult: Frostbite has been running since she was 16. She hasn't settled down for long anywhere. Right now she's in the Mountains, hidden away. She hunts and fights, and she survives on her own, on her instincts. She's incredibly lonely, and very mentally troubled. Every move she makes from one area to another is spent trying to find any surviving Red Dragons from the group that did this to her. Because of them, she has a natural fear of dragons, and will either become terrified upon seeing one or attack immediately. Her schiphrenia causes her to break down at times and rip herself apart, she's almost died multiple times from suicide attempts. The suspension rings on her back and neck are very symbolic. She uses these to simulate what flying is like - since she has not flown since she was 12. She's so empty, all of her family dead. Her mother and sister perished in the Red Dragon camp, and only she survived. She's truly alone in the world, and she's trying to make sense of her existance - though it's probable that she never will.
She's never been in a sexual relationship before. Kraven is the first, and this relationship will surely prove challenging for both. She's terrified of getting close to others, yet she wantes a relationship. To her, Kraven is the one missing piece of the puzzle that may help her find herself. And so far he has - the two have mated and had children, and they are the biggest blessing she's ever experienced. She's determined to protect her children better than her family was able to protect her when she was younger. She won't let her children suffer as she did.
Themesong(s): "Weak and Powerless", and "Rose" by A Perfect Circle. "Pushit", and "Stinkfist" by Tool. "Soldier" by Eminem
Main Theme: "Weak and Powerless" by A Perfect Circle Lyrics:
Tilling my own grave to keep me level
Jam another dragon down the hole
Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren
One that pushes me along and leaves me so
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you
Someone feed the monkey while I dig in search of China
White as Dracula as I approach the bottom
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you
Little angel go away
Come again some other day
Devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
He promised I would find a little solace
And some piece of mind
Whatever just as long as I don't feel so
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless
over you Reason: The reason is fairly obvious - Frostbite is driven by some higher force to do what she does. Her complete lack of mental control forces her to succumb to these blinding emotions, and she's completely powerless from the forces in her own mind. This also represents her new relationship with Kraven... Other Main Theme:: "Pushit" by Tool Lyrics:
I will choke until I swallow...
Choke this infant here before me.
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge and strike you down?
But you're
Pushing and shoving me.
You still love me and you pushit on me.
Rest your trigger on my finger,
bang my head upon the fault line.
Take care not to make me enter.
'cause if I do we both may disappear.
But you're pushing me,
Shoving me. Pushit on me.
Slipping back into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me,
Alive when you're shoving me down.
But i'd trade it all
For just a little bit of
Piece of mind.
Put me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see.
Never wanna see that place again.
Saw that gap again today
As you were begging me to stay.
Managed to push myself away,
And you, as well.
If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay,
You minimize my movement anyway,
I must persuade you another way.
There's no love in fear.
Staring down the hole again.
Hands upon my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.
Just remember I will always love you,
Even as I tear your fucking throat away.
But it will end no other way. Reason: Very suiting of her feral nature, and also again Kraven and her's relationship.
Image, Kraven, Sabrie and EndAll (c) Karen Gunderson
Frostbite, Information, Starlite, Gravity, Anima, and Character biography sheet (c) Jolyn Ferguson
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Name: Frostbite Snowhaven