I think the depression came from the fact of what I once was, compaired to what I had become. I really had messed some things up for me. I also had developped this yearning desire to get back at Matt for what he did so long ago. it was just after Christmas and I was really falling into my depression by this time. It was my first christmas without my family and I felt alone and abandoned, even though I was the one who left.
All the house workers in the program were christians, which felt weird to me at first, having grown up in an athiest family. But eventually, I got really curious as to what the excitement about being a christian was. |
