lovesucks by: shelly

Love sucks.

Why do things have restrictions? Have you ever felt the feeling that you love someone so much but you can’t for so many many reasons and you wished it would just go away?  How bitch is life in that way. You can’t love her to the extent of your strength, will and soul. And keeping yourself away from her would just make things worse; for you can’t simply live without her! It’s like being caught in the middle, where you don’t know what to choose, to stay up there or to let go with so much pain and regrets.

If you let go, you feel like a looser. You felt so wasted and you thought you never did your best to make things possible for love. Holding on is yet painful too. You expect for nothing! You go beyond yet there it goes--the restriction.  Oftentimes you wonder how other people pass through farther than you reached. You’re puzzling why they succeed and you aren’t. It is by fate that you met each other, but in the end you’ll have norms in your mind that you’re not meant to be. How damn too is destiny, picking wrong people who’re not meant to be. You keep things in flame but soon it blows vigorously, hard and you can’t control it. You try to please yourself, yet in the end you yourself would cry. For every work you do, you feel no glory at all due to restrictions. Can’t held but wonder. Is life messing up with me? I need an answer…without restrictions hopefully…