Where? 5.1.03
My life is hanging by a thread
Can't get myself out of bed
The thorns stab me, but I don't scream
Life truly lost its gleam
Days go by without a trace
Its miasma stings my face with mace
No direction so it seems
Whatever happened to my heavenly dreams?
I try to mend my torn life by its seams
The beginning of an end
or end of a beginning
Where do I go from here
Music, my only close friend
Like a drug, it calms me at my day's end
In my car, God is my co-pilot
But the tunes keep my brain unsplit
I drive all night, the pollen arouses me
The lifeless air and unchartered territory
Living under uncertainty, anxiety abates me mentally
I spent my night with my pen my sword
I pray and wait for a sign from my Lord
The beginning of an end
or end of a beginning
where do I go from here?
In and out of jobs nowhere
Used to being a stock market bear
Nothing could hold me down no calm
Perspiration rains down my sweaty palms
The sun shines on me like a wicked devil
I'm fading fast yet avoiding vigorous peril
What exactly keeps me from losing my wits?
Must be good karma and the Big Man upstairs controlling it.
The beginning of an end
or end of a beginning
Where do I go from here?
Travelled a long hard road
Carried a big haul load
The time has come where I analyze
What is now and the future to arrive
But still I ask
Did I find my answer
My thirst for fullfillment
Is it drawing near?
Or is trepidation casting a wicked leer?
The beginning of an end
or end of a beginning
Where do I go from here?