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Darling Gregory, Thank you for bearing the brunt of my woman anxst and allowing your man-voice to counter everything without creating an apocalypse *grin* .. xxxx
Lilith:
And what more could I have done, dear one?
You curled your lip, turned away again,
Was it that my kiss sought more
than lip service to desire?
Why did you say
Nothing?
I thought that
we were both awake
and that we shared the same dream.
We didn�t and it fell apart, all fell again from there

Adam:
How could I tell you what I was
My voice being God's ?
For you were not my rib nor reason ,
Desire�s draconian deliverance,
My dream was never spoiled
For there was always another you
Waiting in the wings of the angels,
Always another child to mourn
As long as my seed was God�s seed

Eve:
And so where are we now, dear silent one?
I bore your children, now they eat,
Oh, they eat the core of me
And I miss my �I�
Why did you say
Nothing?
I ground myself into
your dust time after time,
subservience was a bitter fruit in the
face of passion unfulfilled in the memory of she
who knew exactly what you wanted, though she failed.
Adam:
How could you know what desires
Played within me? For always Lucifer
Lamented his broken wings and it was you
Who failed, for you served your own desire
I would not talk but by God�s own tongue
And you might have dug a grave in the dust
For all your work, but it was she I desired
Who was you before you ate that bitter fruit

Lilith:
We had it all, you and I, my passion was fire wild
and forest free while yours, muted,
frightened, left me wanting
and confused
alone
was it that you thought
of she who let stars fall abandoned
at her feet and sought not to save them so that?

Adam:

Always you were alone, and when I came
You were again, alone, and I came when I
Was not alone and wanted your wildness
For you were free, and she, whose stars
Were free had chained me to eternal suffering
We had nothing, for you had everything
I had my aloneness and my suffering
Now, well, for your suffering you know mine
Eve:
Why was it not enough that I was made from
bones and fears, surrounded by a
graveyard of dead stars
lost before they
breathed
like the babes I bore
for us, for you, the ones who
bore the brunt of your dashed dreams of passion?

Adam:
We, who have borne worlds and nations
Having vanished into the twilight between
Passion and dreams of passion, could
Never be like the substance that made us
Breathe or sparked the furnace of the stars
So we are lost, and there will always be more children


Lilith:

The demons aren�t so bad but what hurts me now
Is how you are shut down from her,
The one who let your children
Live to fight for
All of us
While I still kill
The lot of them because I can,
Because I must, because you would say nothing.

Adam:
You cannot cry for what you do not know
And so you kill for what you do, Oh that
I should speak to deliver myself having given
My children to God�s deliverance and you are merely
Eve lamenting her broken wings because you must,
Because my tongue would cry but knows not my children
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