Update 8-25-2004
Well as they say Crap happens and it happens to me more times then not it seems these days I know I have put it all in GOD's hands but I still worry about it I got a call about 4pm on Friday that my court date (disability) that was to be on Monday was postponed due to the Judge being sick well after I pick my self up off the floor as I have been waiting 3 years for that day dust my self off and try to live again took about 3 or 4 days to really get off the floor as I was praying and crying all at the same time ok so Monday gets here and I am trying to call my lawyer I call on Monday I call on Tuesday and I call on Weds. I get a call on Weds. at about 4pm and he tells me that it might be another 4 to 6 weeks so as I am screaming this is not fair I take a deep breath and think hey maybe they will just go ahead and give it to me it was not my fault the Judge was sick yea right like that will happen but I can hope well as all this is driving me up the wall I cant sleep and I am really trying to stay on my diet as I have lost 4lb I have had 2 candy bars this week bad bad bad me hey but I am getting my house cleaned slowly but surely the lady that I had planed on cleaning it has lost her mind or something and just does not show up I give her a car that needed a little work to just do my floors one time a week for 17 weeks I think it was a good deal but man some people just dont know what a good deal is she did not have a car and this one would have been good for her for a while but noooooooooo she is lazy and that just makes me mad I am not lazy I keep a clean house I dont care if I am 700lbs my house will get cleaned one way or another ok so after all of that I have my CHILD that thinks she is 25 and she is only 10 that mouth of hers is over riding her butt these days man what are they teaching them at school these days man so of the things that come out of that kids mouth I would never even have put in my head for fear that my mom or dad would find out ok I know this is long but I had to get a few things out that I have not had time to in a long time so please forgive me |
