Why do I always pass my days this way,
With needing to have someone else's mind
To get me through this day, this world unkind?
Assuming a new face so I won't sway
And hoping my expressions don't betray
As I now use her eyes to hide behind,
And as I use his voice to speak my lines,
That which I want to say I cannot say.
I cover up, I know that it can't show.
My reputation's led to my demise.
Keep my facade so they won't know I've lied.
They can't see all these that are below.
And now as I surround myself in sighs,
I've still found no one in whom I can confide.