Yeah, so I downloaded AIM. An ever changing profile, ever white away messages. Indeed, such is my life, such shall it be. Angst? 'Tis an understatement for whining of this degree. There is nothing that satisfies me; I am ever hungry to fill the lust within.

But is it so? I see it before me, round and firm, tightly packed together... I sink my hands into one, fondling it, feeling its warmness. I squeeze it to test its firmness and softness. My and spirit are aroused as my other hand reaches out from behind me and sinks itself into the adjacent one... my hunger for it grows as both hands feel them up, causing squeals of delight... And then, growing even more aroused, I press the whole against me, feeling them against my chest, my eyes closed in blissful pleasure as I prepare to satisfy my lust. I finally open my eyes and lift the pair off of me, still delighting in their comforting warmness... they are so pleasant on the eyes. Large, round, perfectly unsheathed. But as always, such a relationship cannnot last; there are others I must come to love, other loves to be enjoyed... but now is not the time to relinquish the pleasure. I press them to my cheeks, fondling and feeling a noticeable stimulation... I cannot resist. My tongue penetrates my lips and immediately delves into the doughiness of the flesh. I lick, my tongue flapping but well-informed of the pleasure that it sends to my brain, which is in overload... I shift my tongue to the other and, eyes closed, allow the heavenly touch to continue. Such perfect smoothness.... Finally I know it is time to end this. The sinful pleasure has gone on for far too long.. "Krispy Kreme," I say, my voice overflowing with an all-consuming sexiness... "Let's finish it."

With these thoughts, a new ferocity engulfs me. Filled with evermore lust, I sink my teeth into the well-curved doughnuts, tearing the flesh from the ring, my fingers sticky with the delicious sweet sugary sauce... I lick my fingers, one by one, sucking on the tips of them as I apply them to the mutilated round orb. I moan in pleasure as my fingers stuff the rest of it doughnut into my mouth. So tough and chewy... my tongue relishes it for a moment before my jaws begin to work. Mm. They come down upon it forcefully, but they are met with resistance. I poke it with my tongue a few times, setting it between my teeth... and chew.... and as I direct my attention to the other perfect, round, delicacy, I hear music in the background, arousing and probing. And then, as I rip the doughnut to shreds and fit them one by one into my waiting jaws, I hear a knock on the door..

"... Ess Dee, what the hell are you fantasizing about this time?"

Damn, caught again.

So anyway...

School
I got an 87 for the term in Jerry. I guess I'll have to settle, considering that I got like Fs on all of the quizzes (though, I did have an A test/essay average). I beat everyone I know of on the analytical essay (Indian getting an 87? I'm cool with that). Too bad Indian schooled me for the term with a 94... if the school year ended now, I'd end with a 4.3 GPA... damn it...

Anyway, on a less depressing topic, I think I aced the Bio. ... Not that Bio isn't a depressing topic. But still, it's something. Besides, I am optimistic about Chem this term. ... Yeah, ignore that 85. With an 88 in Chem, 88 in French, and 87 in Jerry, I'm beginning to think that this year just may end with another final exam-cram-fest. Though, this time, I think that it may not succeed... but trust me on this one. I'm an optimist. MATH TEST TOMORROW!!!

Games 'n GameFAQs.
Overcoming my addiction, one day at a time. I'm trying to bring it down to at most half an hour a day today on GameFAQs. I'd say that's reasonable enough.

Meanwhile, Tetris Craze resumes. I continue to play at least three times a week in school competitively. The metagame has changed; stacking is out and Indian-style is in. HAHAHahahahaha.

I also beat Circle of the Moon. While I had to cheat a little, it was still sickeningly hard. Spellcaster mode now. It seems like a gimmick; in fact some would say it is a gimmick without doubt. Well heh... if it's a gimmick, it's one of the most damn fun and well-crafted gimmicks I've ever seen. Next goals: Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy X, Legend of Zelda: Oracle of Seasons, Paper Mario: Thousand Year Door.

Well, what else is there?
Stress management is fine, sleep is fine, grades are fine, everything is BO-RING. Cept Math of course. Aye. The Jerks forum, obviously the best one, was deleted by that [expletive] CJB... but whatever. It comes free; you can't expect good service. Like a good... er, shouldn't finish that sentence.

So life isn't looking up or looking down. More of a stare blankly into another's face without making eye contact or focusing on anything in particular time. Soon to get better, I assure you. Soon.