| I lay in bed and ponder What it is I should write? What should I write about? Just something I might like. But no I said, and look at the paper And decide to write what I feel. I hate, I hurt, it sucks, you don�t know Why the hell would you, you�re not me I have hated it for a while now It�s been getting old Everyday like the last The same people I talk to over and over The anger towards me builds My temper rises a notch Not enough to kill I hate my life, it sucks I just wish I would die You probably wish I would too There�s no point to lie No worries, I will be alright I always am, you never see me sad right? Well you�re wrong dam it You don�t know how I feel I hate this life I want it to go away I don�t want to be here anymore I know someone would say I am needed Some would say they care Well I don�t give a fuck They never seem to care. If you know me, don�t I seem cheery With all these feelings inside? Did you ever know I wish I would die? I do, I did tonight Yet as always no one is listening Well, everyone must be gay Or not I don�t know Maybe its just me. Why are you reading this? Do you care what I feel? If you do, I�d like to see it for once I never seem to anyway I wish it was my time to go It must be far away Well I guess I have to go And live another day. Have a nice life And peace be with you. Have a great day, Maybe I�ll see ya. My Feelings My feelings once again Are my personal thoughts I don�t know why you would want to know But I figured you might I�m sad sometimes I just feel that way Why do people ignore me? I know I�m there why don�t they say anything Well damn them if they don�t, I�ll kick their ass I get mad as everyone does Maybe more so See I have my mother�s temper Short-lined you see It could take the smallest thing to piss me off Yet I don�t show I feel I could burst It would be best if I could I can�t, so I hold it in Why do people yell at me For no reason at all I didn�t do anything, god damn it Just one thing is all I didn�t do anything bad I don�t see how You can yell at me for things I didn�t do I get pissed of at you I wish you would die and go to hell Wait, too late, I think we are already there Or so it seems to me, I don�t feel good Why do you laugh at me You whores are so bitchy Just go away you scum I want to be left alone But I never am of course Do you think I am upset? That�s your opinion I am, but no one listens to me So go ahead and think I am cheery As you always do Call me stupid and dumb, I�m used to them by now I don�t care Some day I will die. And you of all people will be there. |
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