this is my music
So Far Away
this song was written thinking about a girl i met on the internet that lives in chicago. it was intersting cause we made a connection really quickly but she had a boyfriend at the time and was just dealing with the frustration that i deal with all the time when i am dating someone...is there someone better. this sucks because now that i recognize this i think...will i do the same with the next girl i want to hook up with? will i hurt her too? So basically this song is just babblings about that initial connection to heidi on a level that doesnt make any sense. we both are always looking for the greener grass but we think we will find it in each other. is that irony? i dont know. its more ironic than that stupid allanis morriset song.

there is a faith that is fated for the faint of  heart
and a time that is tempted by the none less scarred
but till i know my own feelings i can never be free
until you find your way you will never see

    but you're so far away
    but i want to ride this wave
    ride it home to you , home to you
    home to where you stay

    you feel so close to touch
    but still it hurts too much
    theres this invisible line that keeps me here , keeps me here
    far from you

there is a path that is placed in poor mans heart
and a will that wages war till it tears us apart
till i commit to something new i will always feel
like something still missing...
something real
something more than what i think i feel right now

    [chorus]

every night i lay my head down and look into my heart
am i wear i wanna be right now
every roller coaster of emotion has left me weak
and left me feeling to empty in side
i dont wanna try to fix myself this time
i dont wanna push myself into this thing called love

    [chorus]
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