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| The One She Reminds Me Of (click to play) | ||||||
| i wrote this song January 2-3, 2004 while watching vh1's show called driven about the baywatch babe carmen electra. she reminded me a little of this girl i had just met, jennifer. things seemed to be going good. then she got a job and started working and the christmas holidays came around and she was so busy that she didnt call me for a few weeks. this was a little hard for me to deal cause i really like her. i was starting to foget about her when i saw this show and i was reminded again. plus i just found out her friend tried to call my friend to invite him to a new years eve party. it hurt my feelings that i didnt get a call. i really thought i would never hear from her again. turns out she felt bad for not calling but not bad enough to pick up the phone and give me a call. we are friends now and she doesnt know i wrote this about her. i dont know if i will ever let her hear it. maybe someday when i am famous. i see that face on a magazine or smiling big on the tv screen its not the star that hits me hard, its who she reminds me of i thought things were going great, this is someone i could see myself date she made an impression, cause she's so much fun i took a step to say i care, i thought she would understand where i was coming from, but im still standing here alone oh, she got me dreaming she got me thinkings everything was going my way oh, shes got me thinking shes got me worrying what the hell did i do wrong who knew i'd never hear from her again, its not like she dropped off the face of the earth or anything, cause i still see her car when i drive by now i hear she threw a new years bash, i wasnt even in town for her to ask but she didnt call me anyway now and again i see her on tv, and it just keeps reminding me im still alone its not like she was ever there before, but i guess i thought there would be more why woundnt she tell me what going on [chorus] pick up the phone an call me back tell me anything but dont hold back i just want to know that i am still on your mind it dont matter if its something bad i dont care i just want to hear you say that you even remember how to spell my name please you dont have to be so kind to think that you cant say anything to me anytime tell what you feel, i just want you to be honest to me [chorus] everytime i see her face, i think about you but i cant quite face the fact that maybe i am just a freaking moron can i do anything right, what should i do differently tonight or the next time i meet someone as cool as you [chorus] i see that face on a magazine, or smiling big on a tv screen its not the star that hits me hard, its who she reminds me of picture perfect baywatch babe, i wouldnt want her anyway the one i want is the girl she reminds me of |
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