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| Momentary Dream (click to play) | ||||||
| this song was written after a girl i was really interested in over reacted to a misunderstanding and said some rude things to me. it helped me see that alot of things i thought i knew about her were just creations of my mind. ideas i had projected onto here. i didnt really know her as well as i thought i did. when i tried to resolve the situation i was pushed away. in her mind i wasnt a close enough friend to deserve an honest explanation. i was just causing her grief. in the end it was resolved as good as it could have been...i guess. needless to say i was not really romantically interested anymore. in my momentary dream, everything becomes what it seems and i am lost in myself, i am lost in you then i wake to find whats real, the two of us was not the deal you never wanted that, you never cared about any of that in my temporary world, i think i've found the perfect girl in your reaction all is lost, i feel so lost when i find myself awake, i feel i've let you take my energy all this life i bring i look up to see, someone who doesnt care for me i awake to find, your words they hit me so unkind Did you care at least a bit? did my friendship mean a thing? will the past be all i get, the time to know you? am i over you, no more letting you do the things you do am i over us, i guess it never really was i look up to see, someone who doesnt care for me i awake to find, your words they hit me so unkind (repeat) in my momentary dream, everything is not what it seems and i am lost in myself, i am lost over you i know im alive to feel this way, and through the sadness i feel brave still i strug a little sigh, i miss you tonight if i never hear from you, it will be too long if you were ever really there, then you cant stay gone but i think time is telling me, i need to move on i look up to see, someone who doesnt care for me i awake to find, your words they hit me so unkind (repeat) so unkind i feel this time i spent is a waste of all thats real and honesty is a part of me why cant you see your words they hit me so unkind (repeat) |
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