this is my music
Momentary Dream (click to play)
this song was written after a girl i was really interested in over reacted to a misunderstanding and said some rude things to me.  it helped me see that alot of things i thought i knew about her were just creations of my mind. ideas i had projected onto here. i didnt really know her as well as i thought i did. when i tried to resolve the situation i was pushed away. in her mind i wasnt a close enough friend to deserve an honest explanation. i was just causing her grief. in the end it was resolved as good as it could have been...i guess. needless to say i was not really romantically interested anymore.

in my momentary dream, everything becomes what it seems
and i am lost in myself, i am lost in you
then i wake to find whats real, the two of us was not the deal
you never wanted that, you never cared about any of that

in my temporary world, i think i've found the perfect girl
in your reaction all is lost, i feel so lost
when i find myself awake, i feel i've let you take my energy
all this life i bring

        i look up to see, someone who doesnt care for me
        i awake to find, your words they hit me so unkind


Did you care at least a bit? did my friendship mean a thing?
will the past be all i get, the time to know you?

    am i over you, no more letting you do the things you do
    am i over us, i guess it never really was

        i look up to see, someone who doesnt care for me
        i awake to find, your words they hit me so unkind
        (repeat)


in my momentary dream, everything is not what it seems
and i am lost in myself, i am lost over you
i know im alive to feel this way, and through the sadness i feel brave
still i strug a little sigh, i miss you tonight






    if i never hear from you, it will be too long
    if you were ever really there, then you cant stay gone
    but i think time is telling me, i need to move on

        i look up to see, someone who doesnt care for me
        i awake to find, your words they hit me so unkind
        (repeat)


so unkind i feel this
time i spent is a waste of all thats real
and honesty is a part of me

  why cant you see
  your words they hit me so unkind
  (repeat)
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