feelinside


	*this is my music*



	How I Really Feel Inside (click to play)

	this song was written as i was getting to know a girl in San Antonio that i really liked. I think too much and over analyze a situation and that is reflected in this song. the interesting thing about this girl was, i thought she was perfect...too good for me...i was so excited that she would be interested in dating someone like me. it definately gave me an ego boost. I felt like i was finally able to open up to the possibility of being in a relationship again with someone that i really cared about but it. I felt like i was finnally letting go of fears and worries that had made me feel inadequate about myself for so long. and there was still doubts in my mind wheither i really did want to date her. it ended up not working out but i did get another song from it - Momentary Dream. Psycological tyranny, its a battle trying to figure out what you mean to me too many chemicals running through my brain i cant help but want this not to be the same as all the rest Once again i find my wanderings focused all on you playing images of what i think you might do too many emotions that i feel torn i cant remember have i felt this way before and i say Its better to feel than not i'm finally taken that chance my emotions seem real but what measure can i use to identify how i really feel inside how i really feel inside how i really feel inside when i woke up yesterday i couldnt think of what to say i am tempted to stay in bed and lay my head back down i try to say a little prayer but what comes out it sounds so scared a little boy of lesser words simply wanting to be heard years and years i've been afraid i see that man that this has made time to start a fresh again a care-free kid the age of ten Its better to feel than not i'm finally taken that chance my emotions seem real but what measure can i use to identify how i really feel inside how i really feel inside how i really feel inside self-awareness is my strategy to set me free contemplating what these experiences will mean to me when all is said and done and my mind is back in line i know i've learned my share and i'm a better man to dare this test of time Its better to feel than not i'm finally taken that chance my emotions seem real but what measure can i use to identify how i really feel inside how i really feel inside how i really feel inside when all is said and done i know i'll be far from where i began far from where i began far from where i began

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