It was a beautiful Tuesday morn
I eagerly woke up and got dressed
But when I came downstairs
I didn't find you sitting on your usual chair

I searched for you throughout the house
You were nowhere in sight
You never knew what you made me feel
Grief and panic inside my heart

What did I do to make you go away
Without even saying a final goodbye
Why did you leave me aching
In terror and all alone

That day I felt like **** which I have never felt before
I didn't know if it's anger that I felt
I knew I couldn't
Because I still love you so

I know I will never see you again
But wherever you are
I'm here for you
I'm not going to say goodbye