| Bella's Story...continued.... I was not in the financial position to get the kind of dog that I had wanted this time, I wanted a small, lap dog, that did not shed. The pup that appeared to me that November day was that dog. My last precious pup was with us for 12 years. I adopted her as an adult. This time I wanted to have a pup. I was prepared to wait till one came my way. My parents received a black and white shitzu poodle cross from my sister's family that christmas. I wondered if that had been the put I saw that day, but when I got to meet the most precious Janie, I knew this was not the same dog. During a meditation shortly after Ruby had crossed over, she told me she would always be in my heart and that one day I would look into her eyes again...she would be my baby. I thought this was rather odd, althought I can have children, I did not see this as part of my future at this moment. So, time passed. I was chatting with some coworkers when I said, "I think my parents are going to give me a dog for my birthday", that evening during the Circle of Light at my place I received a phone call from my mother, she asked me if I was ready to have another dog in my life as her and dad had found some shitzu poodle cross puppies. I told my mother I was not in the postition to afford a dog at this moment, when Mom said" Your Dad I would like to give you a puppy for your birthday if you want one". I said I would love one, so my mother had a agreed to drive out to see the puppies the following day and take pictures of the litter. When I went through the pictures...THERE SHE WAS...There was the puppy I had seen that Novemeber Morning. So I picked out my puppy. I was very excited, sent out adoption announcements and everything, I could hardly wait for this little one to be here with me...this is the first real picture I saw of Bella. When this beautiful pup arrived at my place on June 23..my heart stopped...She was the most precious gift I have ever received. She is a gift of Love. And when I looked into her eyes..I once again saw the Soul I had gazed at so many times before. My precious, and she did indeed come back as my baby. I just had misread the message. I feel that I am the Guardian of this little being. Here is another favourite puppy picture I have |
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