...loving you much...

..NamE: sHarMaine anNe D. LeynEs

..niCknamE: shArmz/ shaRM/ chamMy

..biRthplaCe: saN joSE, maLino, meXico, paMpanga

..birthdaY: apRiL 16, 1991

..agE: 15 yrS. oLd

..adDreSs: 421 J.P. LauRel aVe. GraNja, Lipa City

..conTAct numBers: 981-4659/ 09064581770

..emaiL adDresS: [email protected]

..hi eVeryonE!!.. yoU're now here at my personal website.. and hoPe you'lL know me better through this simpLe thing...i'm prouD to be 15 yrs old... and i'm cuRrentLy enrolLed at De La Salle Lipa... now i'm on my last year as a high schooL stuDent.. beiNg a seniOr stuDent is realLy a haRd thinG to expERience.. yoU haVe to striVe hard to attain yoUr goaLs.. buT inspiTe of alL the hardshiPs i stilL enjOy thE thingS hapPening arouNd me... and i'm loOking forWard for maNy thinGs to expeRience and i wouLd likE to faCe theSe as chaLlenges that can impROve my perSonality to beCOme a beTter peRson...Ü

' favorites '

coLor: alL pROcess of blUE

sinGers/bands: maRIah caRey, naTaLie, Alicia keYs, lindSay lohan, ushER, jeSsey mcarTney, aaroN carTer,deStiny's chiLd, nina, parokya ni edgar, sponge cola, cueshe, hale, kamikazeE

songs: grow old with you, one and only you, on bended knee, art of letting go, always, i do, your love, weak,destiny, gitara, tattooed on my mind, take me away, so sick, start of something new, goin' crazy, here without you, blue sky, stay, no ordinary love, once in a lifetime, you are the one

hobBies: sounD tripPing, watchinG moviEs, intErnet suRfing spoRts: soFtball, badminton

celebritiEs: lindsay lohan, chad michael murRay, olsen twins movies: a walk to remember, 10 things i hate about you, princess diaries, freaky friday, confessions of a teenage drama queen, what a girl wants, a cinderella story, new york minute, fiRewall, rumor has it, pink panther, narnia

' things i loVe moSt '

:::muSic...[yeah...ceRtiFIed muSic fReak..]:::

:::i loVe thE coLor bLue [alL prOcess of it]:::

:::chocoLates..[--can'T liVe withoUt theM..haha..--]:::

:::stUff toYs..[actualLy,, i havE loTs of theM...buT thE one thaT 'hE' gaVe me is the moST imporTant..yeah..]:::

:::my pC..

:::camERa:::

:::pIcz:::[..theY are thE moSt imporTant insIde my walLet..hehe..]

:::of coUrse my famiLy and mYself..hehe..:::

:::goD..[wanNa be a yfC memBer]..

:::my frIends...[..theY arE tattoOed on my miNd..:::

:::laUghing...Ü

:::dOing thiNgs with mY friEnds::

:::hangiNg ouT:::

:::teleBabad sa pHone and textinG:::

:::watchinG moVIes/dvd's:::

:::HIM:::

' soNg oF my soUl '

Intro:]×2

Da da da'n da da

Da da da'n da da

Da da da'n da da da da

[Verse 1:]

Grew up in a small town

And when the rain would fall down

I'd just stare out my window

Dreamin' of what could be

And if I'd end up happy

I would pray

Trying hard to reach out

But when I tried to speak out

Felt like no one could hear me

Wanted to belong here

But something felt so wrong here

So I prayed I could breakaway

[chorus]

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly

I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change

And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun

But I won't forget all the ones that I love

I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change

And breakaway

[Verse 2:]

Wanna feel the warm breeze

Sleep under a palm tree

Feel the rush of the ocean

Get on board a fast train

Travel on a jetplane, far away

And breakaway

[chorus]

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly

I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change

And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun

I won't forget all the ones that I love

I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change

And breakaway

[Bridge:]

Buildings with a hundred floors

Swinging round revolving doors

Maybe I don't know where they'll take me

But, gotta keep moving on, moving on

Fly away, breakaway

[chorus 2]

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly

Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta

Take a risk, take a chance, make a change

And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun

But I won't forget the place I come from

I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change

And breakaway

Breakaway

~~thinGs i haTe aboUt yoU~~

**i hatE yoU beCause yoU've leFt me... yoU lefT me with thiS shatTered heart... who wouLd heLp me fiX it??... whO's thE guY thaT wilL menD my heArt??... it's only yoU thaT i neEd ='c

**it feEls stRange seEing yoU theSe pasT few dayS... it reaLly feEls awkward...hoW am i goin' to foRget yoU if yoU are thE onLy one thaT i always thinK of??... too manY queStions yeT i can't finD the anSwer...

**bEing juSt onE of mY friEnds is yOur own deCIsion...buT whY aRe yoU noT payinG atTention to mE??... yoU can't loOk at my eyEs whEn i'm neAr yOu... and yoU even don't talK to mE... [yoU don't talK beCause yoU don't wanT to... i haVe to aCcept it]... hoW am i goinG to capTure yoUr hEart onCe morE if i can'T gET evEn yoUr atTention??...

**i haTe yoU foR noT leTTinG me haVe yoU... if you'Re going to come baCk--thaT i don't knoW what to answer... yoU don't shoW any wilLingNess to rEturn to me and loVe me aGain as mUch as yOu diD befoRE... i knoW we can nEver bE the saMe again... we can nEver alTEr the past... but we can alWays start a new one right??... i'm wilLing to do anything foR yoU and i'lL do soMe improvEments if yoU'lL come back... but now,, i thinK it waS too laTE...

**i haTe yoU bEcauSe yoU maKE mE feEL infErior evERytimE i seE yoU... i reAllY want to foRget yOu and makE a nEw liFE wheRe in yOu weRe neVer a parT of it... buT i realLy can't heLp mySelf... everytiMe i seE yoU passing by thE corridoR,,i can stilL feEl and it juST provEs to me thaT i'm stiLl madlY in loVe with yoU...bulLshiT!!... why diD i loVe yoU so muCh??... i wisH i neVer did as muCh so i can't feEl the paIn that thiS heart of miNe bears...

[_,,+(0)(8)+.._]

[manY thinGS haVe chanGed and i do haVe so manY reAsons to haTe yoU.. but inspiTe alL of thEse things,, i wonDEr whY i wish yoU weRe stilL minE...i can reCall thE momEnt i tolD yoU that i'lL neVer gonNa hate yoU... and i'lL stilL keEp thAt pRomisE... i wilL juST looK at thE bright siDe coz no maTter whaT i do,,i realLy can't helP mysElf to stop loVing yoU... as thE dayS past bY,, i stilL keEP on falLing foR you...

~~~[[[[[[[]]]]]]]]~~~

[....i'm tryin' to forget you littLe by litTle...but thiNkin' thaT i'lL be miSsin' yoU makEs my heArt brittLe....]

...i don't knoW how am i goin' to start this...i'm not so sure if this is right...waiting for you inspite of all thE hUrt anD paIn you haD caUsed me... i admiT i'm so tiRed... bUt i don't knOw whY i'm stilL doiNG this...you'Re not worth alL the paIn...thE emptinEss...buT i wonDer whY i wisH yoU weRe stilL minE...it's realLy haRd foR me to foRget yoU... to foRget alL thoSe memoRies we haD togethEr... i thinK it's thE moSt impOssiBle thiNg to do.. hoW am i goiN' to foRget someOne whom i loVe moST??... yoU're thE onLy reAson whY i conSider mY liFE worthliving...buT now thAT yoU're gone,,, i don't knoW if i can stilL be hapPy... yoU're thE onLy onE who can maKe my liFe comPlete... i neEd yOu.. and i wanNa haVe yoU baCk...

..it realLy huRts whEn yoU leFt me... but noW it huRts moRE 'caUse i knoW we caN neVer be thE saMe liKe we usEd to bE...i don't knoW if thEre's stilL a chanCe for oUr stoRy to sTart again... it's onLy yoU who caN deCide upOn thiS matTEr.. buT i'm stilL hopIng.. hopIng thaT yoU'lL comE baCk... hopIng for thE chaNce to conTinuE our storY...

..somE peoPle miGht not unDerstand whY i'm liKe this...theY mighT say thAt i'm stupid to loVE yOu... but i don't caRe... in thiS,, yoU and mE is thE onLy thinG impoRtant... i'm juSt lovinG yoU deEply.. is thaT my fauLt??... i can't heLp myseLf.. i stilL loVE yoU... so muCh...

..i'm noT asking yoU questionS jusT to foRce yoU to loVe me aGAin... i'm noT doing thinGS juSt to gEt yoUr aTtention.. i'm noT cryinG jusT for yoU to knoW hoW much i loVe you.. but i didn't loVe yoU juST to be hurT thiS way...