LET THE CHILD IN ME GROW UP!

If I was just another conquest
to pass away the time...
then I need to hear yu say it,
So I can start growing up.
So I can get the silly stars rubbed 
from my eyes...
So I can start seeing the reality.
Could you do that for me???
Was I so blinded by what I wanted to beleive
That what must be so obvious to everyone else
I refused to see???
If so, Please Baby, tell me!
It will hurt yu not
But it would possibly help me.
Please, Oh Please, I beg of yu
Do this for me!
I really did hand yu my heart on a platter
Gave yu my most valued time,My opened heart,
My soul I even 
showed to you
And now I am hurting
I am feeling a lot of pain
I know not which way to turn
where to go
In my heart
There is this big empty hole...
Do I close it with metal bars?
Giving up any hope of finding a love
that is true?
Or mend it carefully?
In hopes
 it will eventually go ahead and heal?
And
I will someday find
 that elusive thing we all seek?
I am really at a loss
Not wanting to let yu go
Yet knowing your luv cannot be real
Only an illusion of mine, 
 a fantasy, a lie...
But
I still have the need
 to hear it from your lips
That sex is all you sought
All you wanted
Regardless of what you took
what you destroyed
This child in me needs to be told
So she can go ahead
 and let go of...
  her dreams
to finally grow up
Perhaps then
She will find some way in which to cope.
So search your heart
 for a little compassion
and call that little girl...
You used to call "charley~brown"
and set her straight
For honestly Baby,
She was always straight with you...
Oh please, Can`t you?



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