sometimes

sometimes wish

i could be a man

so i could hurt you

so

i would know how good it feels

sometimes

wish

i could be a man

so

i could feel that rush

of adrenaline

when i crush your heart

tearing your life apart

It must feel really good

For

I can smell the satisfaction you get

can

see it in your little smile

Yes

that has to be the reason

you do it over and over again

Why

you have absolutely no compassion!
�

Yes

sometimes i wish

i could be a man

so

for once

i could be the one

to hurt the other one

so

for once

i would not be the one being

used

so

i would not be the one being

abused

so

for once

i would not want to die

again

while you sit back with that

satisfied grin

While i sit here feeling like i have somehow

Sinned

And

deserve to� be treated like this

For

a woman like me

there just isn`t a way to win

because

i am not a man

and

i even think

i hate you

i certainly no longer respect you

and even though

i hate myself

for

opening my heart to you

when

i knew just what you`d do

I don`t really

want to be a man

cause

i hate you more!

And

with every day that passes

i think about

how evil you really are

And

You don`t even know it

And

certainly wouldn`t care

men are much to wrapped up in how

wonderful

they think they are

sitting there with their can of beer

and

thinning hair

thinking up new lies to tell

new ways to deceive

whatever it takes

to make your life hell

NO

even for the satisfaction

and

self glorification men apparantly get

from using women

i would not trade you places

Because

I Dislike You More Than

Your simple minds can comprehend!

And it`s sad

But

I guess

I have enough man in me.....

to not wish you well...

in fact

I Hope

You go to Hell!
�

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