Words of Wisdom
Julian

If you jump in and let go, surrender to what you know, let your spirit soar, your dreams will manifest quite miraculously. You will see clearly. But the fear of no lifeguard constantly pulls you back. You fall back into the illusion and old beliefs. You become susceptible to mind games and hurt. All the while you feel guilty because you 'know' better'. I am telling you, jump in the water, and act on what you know.

When you act on what you know, when you express yourself in the manner described. When you confidently speak your truth, you will be liberated, period. Until then you will fight the illusion. You cannot go back, you cannot loose your knowledge and put the veil up again. There is no turning back, there is no forgetting, there is only temporary children's games, in which case you will make yourself physically ill.

In your 'zone', there will be no stumbling blocks, or it won't be viewed that way. You have been there, but not sustained enough to recognize that. When your in the zone, your strutting your stuff, naturally, and the world, your world, well, FITS. Now, search your experience for that zone, and revisit THAT, once it is pinpointed. Take note.

Know that you can change, at any moment. It is not a lengthy affair, this learning process. It needn't be drawn out. You must train yourself to think correctly and clearly, Your errors are results of the way you think, and therefore cannot be considered 'errors'. For they serve their purpose as well. Viewing yourself from a 3rd perspective, you can view you-the-person as it thinks and reacts. If you examine your thoughts, you will see the seeds of inspiration, whether it be inspired-poor-ness, or wealth. If you desire a change, you must plant new seeds, and water them.

Learn to question your reality-of-the-moment. Which you is directing it? Just as the sick man validates his sickness from symptoms-of-the-moment, you may run into obstacles as well. So keep your eye on the goal and make adjustments as necessary. But don�t let your present reality dictate your thoughts and emotions. Reality is plastic, you see, molded from one moment to the next.

Do not stifle your expression. Love self, hate self, just live it, fully. If your going to hate yourself, then go the extra mine. Soon you will laugh at your RANGE of expression, for you are entitled to BE everything, if you wish. Then you can test as much of 'everything' you can cram into a life. You are entitled to pay rent, you deserve food and shelter, unless you wish the experience of home-less-ness.

So act it out, all of it, and give self what it wants. For you are not aware of what IT truly wants. IT loves fear. It wants SENSATIONS, for then it FEELS, do you understand? It has no concept of words. But it uses them as best it can.

Your lesson deals with yourself, as you are striving to build your personality. This way and that. The situations you find yourself in serve to develop and build not matter what that might be.

Your life is an expression, like an artists canvas. You can splash on whatever colors you wish. They will in turn color your life. You are now expressing yourself as a person who is struggling. That is your picture, and it serves you now. Why does it serve you? And how does it force you to look at other areas that might be hidden. If your problem had an immediate solution.

I tell you, that your eyes are behind the times. What you see has already happened. Your eyes see physical things, for they are made of the same materials as earth. BUT, what of the VITALITY that molds those eyes, and that earth, and what of the blueprint and the architects, THINK. Now, the architect draws BEFORE the building is made, and so do you. You see exactly what you wish to see, so wish away, you cannot ask for too much, because its all you to begin with. WATCH your attitude and beliefs about what you deserve, what you CAN handle.

Of course there is no karma to pay off. However, you must settle it within your own mind. Now, one is not consistently a martyr, because that would become boring as the ages go. So, you do what you see as constructive. The handicapped and elderly must give you an avenue to express, and thus is their purpose. If you understand there is only you, then your journey will have meaning. Only you includes empathy however. So the coin is balanced, you are both a dink and helper. At least you have awareness of both, so put neither down.

I will say this: you all MUST talk about your feelings. You must understand what is happening. You must NOT go to bed confused and upset. You must NOT perpetuate between friends, and listen to the misery. You must NOT review burning scenery on TV 50 times a day. You must talk it OUT, ALL your feelings with SOMEONE who LISTENS. You must see clearly the events of the day and age. You must release emotions, you MUST release GOD from any blame. You must release the terrorists from hatred and evil. You MUST forgive the WORLD. You MUST FORGIVE SELF, period. You must NOT harbor GUILT. You MUST honor your feelings, and do NOT let them scare you. For heavens sake, these words you must hear. You will see stress in this age, turn upon the physical bodies. You will see fear and guilt eat up flesh BEFORE nuclear weapons, thus the weapons have no CHANCE. NEW diseases, from the dis-ease of the MIND. MEN CANNOT THINK THE WAY THEY THINK AND BE HEALTHY. ONE THOUGHT of lashing OUT, and the cells are affected. WHOA the peoples of the world. But for you here, you can shelter from the storm.

How often do you ACT on impulses, and surely you are entitled to do so. You have nothing to hide from yourself, if you deny your normal thought process, and compartmentalize your feelings to the back burner, you will become ill, physically and mentally. If you do not face yourself, you starve the opportunity of a lifetime. You live among, within, and around yourself. You may move geographically, but you cannot escape from yourself. If you try, they will be brought TO YOU, as we have seen in the past weeks.

Take interest only in yourself, firstly. re-learn what it is like to feel good. To place the highest regard on your own worth and value. Learn to stand tall. apologies can relieve guilt, IF you have wronged another, and end it at that. but your typing skills wrong no-one, nor are you illiterate. Over, and over, I say, think clearly, see clearly, and evaluate self clearly. Your life is anew, right now. new attitudes WILL change the PAST. Never mind HOW, but concentrate on self-esteem and integrity. When you do so, little negative's will pop up as barriers, and it is those you must work through. Never mind the WORLD and its wars, no need for THOSE burdens. Send your TROOPS inward, and fight your own battle with self, UNTIL THAT is conquered, you needn't worry over other events.

Remember you run on automatic, in the same manner, you breathe without questioning the process. Only with deep examination, which can be based on personal environs, and your body, do you clearly see how your life is going. You must face self, turn about and focus, that is thy purpose. Beliefs then surface, those to which you automatically react, 'things will worsen before they get better', now there is a belief that can cause all sorts of pain. One on the road must go within, and question, and find the 'core beliefs', then you can begin to change. Notice your body and relationships will be for the better.

Yes, it is the framework within mankind, adapted beliefs, yet one must wonder, if they work. Now when man became industrialized, it must follow the individualization of the self in relation too all that is. Man reflects outward in that manner on his world. Along the lines, we have forgotten empathy, fellow to fellow. Enlighten yourself then, and question what no longer works. These beliefs of old are visible. Look at the world, period. Now you can live in it, and be apart at once. Do not be afraid then, express yourself, Don't fear 'bucking the system', and who cares 'what the Jones think', nor do you have to 'get regular checkups', and 'might is not right'. It is the journey and the purpose for those with ears to hear.

You have carried them far enough. It is your task to replace them, and the knowledge you absorb here, serves to reinforce new strong self beliefs. Now, you will finish the cycle stronger, and with the realization of how your previous thoughts caused pain, the cause and effect. That is it in a nutshell.

Yes, its not win or lose, so just play it. If you play it according to your ideals, it is constructive, IN its expression ITSELF, as it goes along. Now, you play because you choose it, even as you turn your back in fear, the game plays in THAT direction, for you are within the play, either way, so hold no guilt more than a moment. Why condemn self for a direction when you can be it all? Now, this is where it matters, thy conscience built, thy learning in ideals that make for a constructive sojourn. For those with ears to hear.

You mean vacation? You ARE a vacation. There is no home, nor away from IT. When you choose to not be, a thinking person, you are being what you think your not. Face this, face that, always facing something. No where to go.

Now, you plan all of it, although you fight to the death with self in the process. self vs. self in a war of the roses. In all your knowing, there is more, and ever more, there is no less. You cannot escape, for escape is being, knowing is being, all of it. You can never not face it.

Intuit my message. You are the seedling and the tree. You always face IT, when you turn away you still face SOMETHING.

How wonderful the game, that causes you to become so enmeshed in IT. That you claw your way to the top. From everything to the fight for it, So it is not win or lose, but how you play, and that is all you do.

Well, do not let me stop your suffering then, for how else can you analyze it? IF you are not enmeshed in it.

We caution you, not to forget that internal sound, the constant chatter. That sound rearranges your cells, and creates your life. Now, get that straight first and foremost. There is no pill for that.

Life has become such a fixation, that living is forgotten. Judgement of lifestyles acts as a barrier to your own insecurities. You simply forgot that to live is not a task, nor do you have to give it a thought. Try to hard to hit the ball and you'll soon have 3 strikes.

Yes, there will always be drama (experience), however you will learn to discern what you view, and how you view it.

Make sure you can govern self firstly, then you may use those qualities towards the good of all. All you meet before you. Clarity of self, clarity of judgement, of your own reality. lest you become a martyr, you MUST think highly of YOU, take care of that first.

And what does that have to do with your life not co-inciding with your thoughts? Let's cut to the meat and potato's. If your lonely, you fear people, and intrusions to self, you DESIRE to be alone. If you are poor, then you are afraid of self power and control. You are afraid to assert worth and value, to stand and be counted IN. Religious, social distortions. You are afraid to split the self. For it may be lost in the shuffle. There is no karma, there is no payback, there is no guilt, or sin. There is no irreversible past. In this moment, you are as lonely/rich/sad/joyful/sick/grateful/humble/destitute/guilt-ridden/happy/hateful /vengeful/loving as you will EVER BE. For EVER is NOW.

If you wish to see energy, or OBE, or travel, or fly, or escape, or PROOF THAT YOU CAN HOLD, and call your own. You must be UNSWERVING in your DESIRE of UNFALTERING DISCIPLINED INTENT. LIKE A ROCK, BURNING FOCUS AND WILL. The same applies to your lives, to be successful, wealthy, healthy and wise.

If you are weak of mind, then you will blow with the wind, this way and that. Even the screenshots you DO capture along the way, by ACCIDENT will be dismissed, due to lack of focus and will. See things for what they are.

And your goal is your intent, although you must see it differently than I, in order to remain individual in your thinking. It would seem. You are not exempt, from using your will, however under-developed and frail it may be.

You COULD have EVERYTHING you desire, and a fulfilling life. BUT, do not leave it to LUCK, or FRIENDS who act as shields to confess your self-pity and throw a party. NOR family, who is the greatest party of them all. Stand UP, use your MIND, build your focus. Focus on SOMETHING. Use INTENT, and persevere. You want a million dollars, or to OBE, its one and the same............BUT, you cannot do it from your current position, as a piece of cotton in the wind.

Yes, no more sugar-coating fluffy love songs. too often we hear, 'where is God', 'are we all one?',' where my proof?', 'WHEN WILL MY SHIP COME IN''''''''........For those with EARS to hear, who are READY ONLY, to cross the line they themselves have constructed.

You must SHOW your intent, period. That includes reading, and writing, and examining yourself. Seek and ye shall find. Open the doors. Do not hate your life, for you make it. Love your emotions, even though they include killing self, THAT is thy trigger. Death will NOT END THY SEARCH. Begin to begin, and act. Read, write a journal, keep pen handy to recall dreams, pluck out the fear. Crave to know.

STOP. And read this: there is NO physical. There is ONLY THAT inner self. That self LEARNS how to ACT in all situations, and makes MISTAKES. THERE IS NO SEPARATION OF SELF. No ego, no mind, no body, no spirit. It is ALL self, and self Acts as it should according to beliefs and environment.

Although you feel individual and alone, you are part of a GROUPING. You have other selves in time. You call them soul mates. They are YOU. You imagine it together. Picture a shoebox with a hand in it. Drill five holes and stick the fingers through. The fingers then have no clue of the hand that sustains them, no the bonding to the other 4 fingers. Do you see?



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