Phoebe's Poems

All Poems Copyright (c) Phoebe P 2001, 2002


Hear Me

If I told you I loved you,
would you hear me?
Would you understand the meaning,
or would you close your eyes and turn away?

If I told you what I was feeling,
could you try to believe my sorrow?
Would you answer truthfully,
or pretend me away?

I've given you precious energy,
remember that connection.
Something there is too strong to just will away.

If I held you in my arms,
would it mean something to you,
or just a fleeting weakness in your mind?

Can I kiss you then?
Maybe you will be able to understand,
if I pass you my passion.

� Phoebe




Last Night

As you lie peacefully and beautiful I wonder what
you might be dreaming
What it is your eyes are seeing?
I want to draw love hearts all over your face.
I dare not touch you, it would lift the trance,
you look so tranquil, so quiet and still.
But my finders twinge to caress those gentle contours.
They want to glide up and down,
pausing here and there on that face.

So gently you would never feel me.
You move a little and I catch the smell of yesterday's smells.
Then before I realize what I am doing,
I find myself kissing your right eyelid,
lashes tickle my lips, you stir.
A crease forms on your brow, I want to blow it off.
Not to disturb you I trace in mid air your perfect lips.
Your breathing warms my hand intimately.
My eyes follow your hairline outlining your shape.
I want to touch those silk threads with my face,
to hold bunches of it in my hands,
to wrap my arms around you, to have you hold me back.
Wake up!

I can still feel your good night kisses strewn over my face.
I fell asleep, just watching your angelicness,
you mesmerised me,
soothing me off with methodical breathing.
You know I dreamt I was taking photos of you sleeping.
I've woken first again, sunshine bathes your face.
I wonder for a second if I should wake you,
but the desires override that.
The painful longing subsided when
I pressed my lips over yours.
You awoke with that smile,
I caught it while you kissed me back.
My passion overwhelmed me,
I think I nearly crushed you with the weight of my love.
"Make love to me." We sang as one.
A tear has appeared in the corner of your eye,
aching wells from my chest as it falls,
I caught it with my finger top, I'll eat away those tears.
Your eyes are drowned now peace floats you to a smile,
warmth.
I smile too, relief.
"Not tears of pain" you whisper softly, "But joy."
Remember how we lay together watching each other's face.
However, this time I did all that I longed for last night,
while you were sleeping.

� Phoebe




Guide Me

Guide me to make greatness
out of this life I have chosen,
for in working the path
I can only move forward.
Help me to realise my mistakes
so I can learn from them.
Then, not only will I be able to work the road,
but live with it and walk strong on it.

� Phoebe




I fly free in the wind of eternal love

Keep up with me cause I�m not slowing.
Hold your own as a divine God, believe
in yourself, love yourself, love all�
I fly free in the wind of eternal love�
I have no expectations and I ask you to
not have any of me.
Free to be free is all I wish to do.
My devotion to spirit is who I am there is no compromise.
I bow in honour of your divinity, for I see a shining
loving soul and I thank you for who you are.
This life is one of evolvement and change�
all the time growing as beacons of love.
I speak from my heart truth, whether it is my own
or something I see in you, it is always honourable
and without judgement.
Yesterday doesn�t matter to me, nor does tomorrow,
the moment is where I concentrate my thoughts,
my energy, for it is fleeting and so very precious.
I look at creating everything now, knowing I am divine,
a god, all and love.
I live with passion. I don�t care what people think,
for I�m too busy paying attention to myself.
I am a loyal and honest friend, my words are truth for I never
waste my breath or say something I don�t mean.
I smile and laugh and swear!
I love life and where I am at right now.
Those few who are important to me will never be forgotten, you are
precious and my thoughts are with you always.
Silence is as important to me as love, it centres me, soothes me,
fills me with passion, silence is my confidant.
With ears of another dimension I am brought comfort by the
ever present whispers of my family, who console and guide me.
With clarity of my role I step forward and take now
in my hand the light.
I choose Love!!

� Phoebe August 2002




Visiting The Heart

I went to a place inside�. where tenderness sat�
I began with tiny steps
as I approached silence echoed between us
� my movements like in slow motion and time stood still
God was beside me though, said not a word�
tenderness reached out motioning for me
to hold the out stretched hand�
and as I placed mine in to it,
I was slowly pulled closer�
a warm tear rolled down my face�
I felt exposed and vulnerable�
as I allowed myself to fall into the out stretched arms..
God beside me� there at the place inside..
I sat cocooned�.
as tenderness held me�
I felt myself soaking up my allowance
for now I was calm enough to enjoy it.

� Phoebe Dec 2001




Listening to butterfly wings

inside there is an empty
space beside my heart
where my soul and spirit overlap,
its comfortable
its loving
if you choose to step in
it will envelop you
and you can sit
listening to the sound of butterfly wings.

� Phoebe April 2001




Wandering, words
floating like skaters on ice
through my mind�
I lie, looking out the window
to star-lights high above me
~ My thoughts have landed.
They twinkle, looking, smiling at me
� and suddenly they matter not.

� Phoebe Dec 2001



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