I Never Want To Love Again

I never want to love again

I never want to hurt like that

I never want to taste the flavour of rejection

I don’t want to care so much that it kills me

I don’t want to see those dreams again

I never want to feel like that

I never want to wish I were anywhere else

I don’t mind if I never feel for the rest of my life

I’ll make me wish I were never born

I wish I weren’t so filled with scorn

I don’t mind if my life were to stop

My brain’s already starting to rot

I don’t have a soul to sell

I’ve already been condemned into hell

And I’ll never be part of two

Because I gave it all to you

I’ll never be able to wish anymore

My hearts become hurt, a shut door

All I ever feel now is pain and loathing

Its like life’s become dead and nothing

This is not what I had planned

I didn’t think I was this damned

I didn’t think anyone could feel this bereft

Now what is left?

I never want to love again

I never want to hurt like that

I never want to taste the flavour of rejection

I don’t want to care so much that it kills me