“The Vibrant Present”

December 31, 2000

Scripture Text: Luke 2:25-40

 

            It was a balmy 30 degrees in Cape Cod last week and not an inch of snow. The day after we left, they got hit with a foot or more of snow. Sometimes we do time these right! But we did have our problems. On our way out we sat at Midway airport for 15 hours, from 6 in the morning to 9 at night, because of the snow. But it was good to spend a week together as a family, something we rarely get to do now.

 

We did do some interesting things: on Christmas Eve we worshipped at the First Baptist Church of America in Providence, RI established by the first Baptist settlers in 1638. Earlier that day we visited the Roger Williams Memorial Park – one the greatest Baptist pioneers. His unwavering commitment to religious liberty, seen also in his support for Native American culture, language and religion, got him and his Baptist followers thrown out of the Massechussetts settlements and they went on to establish Providence – named, obviously for God’s grace to them. Roger Williams and the first Baptists are great heroes of the faith to me, because they are the ones that  set this country on its path towards religious pluralism.

 

We saw many other historic places including the Plymouth Rock – which turned out to be much smaller than we had expected. We remembered that when Malcolm X said, we did not land at the Plymouth Rock but the Plymouth Rock landed on us!

 

But most of all we were able to just be family. You all know how important it is to spend family time together. For a long time, we took this last week of the year as our vacation time, but we rarely were able to go out of town. It was too cold to do much anyway so we read and we talked. Our family has now got into the habit of buying each other books for Christmas. So, Christmas shopping for us is a going to a Borders. If there’s a K Mart closeby, that would be useful. But we did a lot of reading and a lot of talking. We talked about the year that is passing, the year to come and what the future might hold. Each of our children is in a different stage of self discovery, so it was good to talk about what they would do in life and where faith and their values will fit in that. Dhilanthi and I are grateful to God that each of our children are following in ways that honor the gifts that God has given them. We sometimes marvel, when we remember what the kids were like when they were very small, and how they have now turned out. I know how anxious parents of young children get when children get active and out of countrol. There is hope, I often tell them. We’ve been there, done that!

 

We talked about what we’ve been through this year as a church. As you might guess, I’ve carried a heavy burden about what happened here this fall and the events that led up to it. And I’ve been very anxious about what would be in our future – what next year would bring. This week, in the context of family conversations, historic places and heroes like Roger Williams and time for quiet reflections, I noticed that I am at beginning to accept what happened as God’s gift to us. What seemed like serious blow might actually be a blessing, because of the clearer self definition it brings with it. We will talk more about it when we have our Co-Creator Team meeting from January 20th onwards. But I have come to accept that I can leave this thing behind us and go on to the new year

           

That too is what this sermon is about. A week after the birth of their first born child, Mary and Joseph took him to the temple as the law required. In the outer courts where all the young parents go to make the special sacrifice to God a priest will meet them and help them offer gratitude to God for the gift of the child. An old man named Simeon approaches Mary and Joseph. They do not know who this old man is, but we do, because Luke tells us that Simeon "was righteous and devout, looking forward to the consolation of Israel, and the Holy Spirit rested on him. It had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not see death before he had seen the Lord's Messiah."  

           

Simeon just didn't happen to be in the Temple, but he was "Guided by the Spirit..." God directed Simeon to the Temple, and over to Mary and Joseph in particular. Out of all the new parents in the outer court, Simeon somehow knew which child is the Messiah. The Spirit led Simeon, in the same way the Spirit leads us to the Messiah. If you recognize Jesus as the Messiah, you can be sure the Spirit of God has led you. And Simeon does what all people do when they recognize Jesus as the Messiah: Simeon praised God, with a song. "Master, now you are dismissing your servant in peace, according to your word; for my own eyes I have seen your salvation, which you have prepared in the presence of all peoples; A light to reveal your will to the Gentiles and bring glory to your people, Israel." Centuries later, the church would take these words of Simeon and put music to them. By the fifth century, the faithful would sing this hymn, the Nunc Dimmitis at evening Vespers. 

           

Did you recognize the sense of relief that there is for Simeon in this song? “Master, now you are dismissing your servant in peace” -- in shalom. That prophecy is fulfilled. The waiting is over. The anxiety is relieved. Unto us a child is born. Before the child was born we really did not know how enormously generous God was. Before the child was born we did not know the great abundance of God’s love for humanity -- the providential care for us. Now, “my eyes have seen your salvation” so I can be dismissed  in peace. This was true also of the prophet Anna, who at 84 years of age was still fasting and praying every night and day at the temple. She began to praise God and speak about the child to all who were looking for the redemption of Jerusalem.

           

Salvation -- when we hear that word, do our minds go back to the day when we made a commitment of our lives to Jesus Christ? That day, we were forgiven of our sin and restored to God. But when we hear that word, do we think of the day when we were healed in our body of a disease, or when our relationship with our spouse was restored, or the day when we found the job that we felt God really wanted us to do, or the day we found a new freedom or release from whatever that was holding us back. We must understand salvation as something that encompasses all of our life. In the Bible it is never meant to be just a spiritual experience or even just a personal experience. When Simeon was singing about salvation I think he was singing about a holistic salvation that included all of life; but not only personal salvation of individuals but the corporate salvation of the entire community.

           

Simeon lived among a “people who walked in darkness.” That there was no salvation -- that the Messiah had not yet come was a matter of anxiety for Simeon. He was carrying a big burden for his people. He desparately wanted God to come through, and on time. God had told him that he will not die before he sees the Messiah. Perhaps he worried that that promise will go unfulfilled. He carried a burden from yesterday and worried about tomorrow but on that day in the temple the Holy Spirit led him to a young couple and their child and pointed out to him the savior of the world. The burden was lifted, the anxiety faded away and Simeon burst into a song of praise. Is this not what happens to us as well. We go to Jesus carrying heavy burdens and filled with anxieties. But when we see him that burden gets lifted and the anxiety fades away and we burst into song?

 

            Sam Keen, one of my favorite theologians, writes about this in his book To a Dancing God. He suggests that just as much as we are fragmented from our native place, from that beloved community that sustain and support us, we are fragmented from our native time. Simeon was fragmented from his native time. He was carrying burdens from the past and anxieties about the future -- that is, until he came face to face with the infant Christ. He suggested that we too live between these two poles, the tyranny of the past and the terror of the future. Native time he suggests is the vibrant present. It is the time when we are truly home. It is the time when we see Jesus. It is the time when we live in God’s presence, in deeply trusting for God's providential care.

 

            Wondering how to unpack this for you, I was reminded of one of the most powerful dramas that I have ever seen -- Andre Obey's "Noah". Based on the Genesis story of Noah, this play most effectively dramatizes the real day to day issues Noah's family would have had to face. Here was a family which was living a fairly secure and comfortable life and was suddenly faced with a unique problem. Mr. Noah, had taken to his head that he wants to build an Ark. Now, once something gets in his head, it is very difficult to get it out. So despite the protestations of the family, he goes ahead and builds it. But incredibly, he builds it in the middle of the jungle! There isn't a body of water anywhere close. Now, the village folk get curious about this and start asking questions, and Noah says, that God is going to make it rain. Rain! The country had been experiencing a severe drought and we wouldn't blame these people if they thought that the man had lost his mind. 

 

            Then as if to confirm their suspicions, Noah then begins to get all kinds of animals into the Ark. And Noah becomes the talk of the town. The tabloids are screaming out their headlines saying that Noah is practicing witchcraft. And his family, his wife, his three sons and their wives were extremely embarassed. One day, Noah asked his family, to come to the Ark, and more out of curiosity they came. When they are in, Noah closed the door to the Ark. Soon, the clouds moved in and the sky became dark and it began to rain. And it rained and it poured. Noah, his wife, his three sons, their wives and animals, mammals, birds, reptiles, were now locked up in this Ark. The floods came and the Ark became a "floating tub" for 5 months. Imagine being locked up like that for 5 months -- not a luxury cruiser you know, it was more like a zoo. Can you imgine the smells they would have had to put up with? Now add to that the pressure of feeding and taking care of the animals. After all these were endangered species. If they didn't look after them the species would be extinct!

 

            At one point in the play, we find Noah and his wife chatting. She feels exhausted; she has had quite enough of this ride. "How long is this going to last," she asks, "can't we go back home now." You see, things were quite good back home, they had a nice house and land to farm. There was security there. She missed her neighbors and friends, she said.  She hadn't quite caught the impact of this trip. They have left the old neighborhood for good. That old neighborhood is no more. Noah, talked to her about nostalgia. There was no point in thinking or fantasizing about what was. Nostalgia makes it difficult for us to take the present seriously, when our security is bundled up together in the "good old days." They can't go to the old house even if they wanted to. Now, this old "tub," with its most uncomfortable bunks and its awful smells and the enormous amount of cleaning up and feeding animals and everything that needed to be done, was home.

 

            Now, I don't have to tell you, how sometimes we yearn for the good old days. Sometimes places hold us to our past, and sometimes people do. The yearning can be so strong that it is not uncommon for us to try to re-create a piece of our old home and lifestyle in our present environment. It can be so strong that we can unconsiously see a father, mother or a significant other, in our present relationships, and treat them in some similar ways. We may carry burdens from these places and relationships of our past that would leave us guilt ridden.  There may be situations or events about which we feel God has not been just, because we expected God to act one way and things turned out differently and we may feel angry at God. Now, of course, we never figured out how to deal with them or at least talk about them. These desires, these feelings of guilt, shame and anger we carry, we repress and they become huge burdens we carry around our necks. That's the tyranny of the past.

 

            In the play, the kids, the innovative young people build a steering wheel for the Ark. Its a good, strong, well-built and a beautiful piece of craftsmanship. They wanted to make good use of their time, besides, they wanted to control their destiny. Nobody knew where this old tub was floating. They wanted to give it a sense of direction and purpose. Would we have any problem with that? No, of course not! We do that all the time.

 

            The fact is that the kids have no idea what the future is like. That is  terrifying. We are on the other side of the story, so we may not feel that their fear is justified, but they didn't feel so. Theirs was a real existential threat. They had no idea if the flood was going to subside or not. They may have had to live and die in the Ark. They probably had no idea how long the Ark would hold up. At least with a steering wheel, they could provide it some direction. They are justifiably proud of their achievement and so take it to their Dad. At first, Dad is quite taken up by it. He feels proud of the kids, that they have put their skills to such a creative task. But then, his attitude changes. A steering wheel, he says. A steering wheel! Didn't you know that this is God's ship and we don't need a steering wheel for this. Didn't you know that God steers this ship? Take your steering wheel, grind it and make tooth picks out it! This is God's ship and God will steer it. We don't have to.

 

            Did that outburst seem fair? Most of us, if not all of us, I am sure, plan our lives so carefully that it would be quite predictable what we will do on any given day. I want you to note carefully though, this is not about responsible planning. God wants us to do that and if we are spiritually attuned, will tell us how and what to do. But this is about planning based on our anxiety, fear and terror of the future, about planning to take the future out of God's hands and take control of our destiny. It is about stockpiling money not because one wants to be responsible about using it in a way that glorifies God, but because of a terror of the future, with the feeling that money will save us. It is about trying to gain power by stepping over others in order to somehow, by any means get to the top. It is about presenting a mask to the world because you are afraid that people will not respect and care for you if they knew the real you. It is about doing the prudent thing as against the loving or unselfish thing, because we are afraid. At bottom, it is about doing things out of our  worldly wisdom rather than a spirituality that is rooted in Jesus Christ. The terror of the future makes us do things out of our fear rather than our sense of obedience.

 

            If we are not consiously living in the vibrant present, then we are not living in native time. Coming to live in the vibrant present is like a home coming. Noah knew all along that God was with him in spite of the terrible things that were happening around him. When his wife wanted to dwell on the past, he did not let her. When his sons wanted to steer the Ark he did not let them. Everyday he would go to the deck and spend time in prayer. He had no idea where he was going, but he knew that God was going with him. He did not allow the tyranny of the past or the terror of the future to keep him from living in the vibrant present. Jesus lived like that too. Always in God's presence. Don't worry about tomorrow he said, look at the birds, look at the lillies. Today's worries are enough for the day. All of his actions, words, his life itself demonstrated that he was so attuned to God. He lived in the vibrant present. Simeon's tyranny was the burden he carried for the liberation of his people. His terror of the future was the anxiety he faced for the Messiah to come before his death. But as he looked in the arms of Mary and his gazed fixed on that baby, his burdens were laid down and his anxiety lifted. He came home to his native, vibrant present.

 

            How can we come home to the vibrant present? Pradoxically, the awareness of the immediate moment, unprejudiced and unbiased by the tyranny of the past and the terror of the future is at once the most natural and the most difficult of human achievements. We begin by being accepted by God through Jesus while we are yet sinners - while we are still caught in the tyranny of the past and the terrors of the future. Once you take that first step then you will want to grow in the knowledge and love of God, develop a spirituality that is at once aware of God's presence and other relationships. This is a continuous process of laying down burdens and lifting away anxieites. An important part of that development is to deliver our relationship with God and others from the baggage that we carry both from past relationships and events and from future expectations. Again the awareness of the immediate moment, unprejudiced and unbiased by the tyranny of the past and the terror of the future is at once the most natural and the most difficult of human achievements. This is why prayer and spiritual disciplines are so vitally important. Vacations with family – that is getting away from day to day struggles, spending time with loved ones, taking time for reflection amidst artifacts and heroes that are meaningful to you, I found out this week, can also help.

 

            A wise person once said, "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery. Today, is a gift. That's why its called the present." Receive it -- its God’s gift to you.

           

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