So, wanna know how Eric and I got started... etc. Everything we think you need to know is here. 8) And how i lost him...
First Sight- The very first time I ever saw Eric was my very first day of 8th grade in my 3rd hour, US Government. I saw him talking to his best friend Aaron. I didn't think much of it then though.
First Words- The first time we spoke he talked first. I was acting like a retard and jacking with a guy named Phillip and he interupted and said, "By God..." And i paused and looked up in time to catch his eyes. Then I just smiled and went back to what i was doing. But there was a second there that just felt magical. Like he was special. But i had a boyfriend at the time so i tried not to think about it.
First True Hug- One night I was feeling really down and wanted to kill myself because my boyfriend at the time was a real jerk and treated me like trash. I was online and he imed me and we started to talk and then he finally got out of me what i wanted to do and we talked and he tried and tried to talk me out of it. Then when he knew I wouldn't change my mind he said he got up and got a knife. I trusted him for some reason so i decided not to do it then i felt better and was glad i didn't and i thanked him and everything. Then the next morning at school he came up to me and we hugged each other so tightly and it was a very sweet moment. 8)
First 'I love you'- Our first 'I love you' was said at a time.. i don't remember the date. All i know is it was during the summer before 9th grade and we talked alot on the phone late at night on those days and we always would sit there and say, "i hate you" and he'd say it back to me and i'd say it back to him and it went on like that for a while. Then one night i said "I hate you" and im pretty sure he said it first. Then i was like, "I love you too" or it was me saying it first. I can't remember. My long-term memory isn't worth 2 pennies. 8)
First Kiss- Our first kiss was the most beautiful and magical thing that has ever happened to me. We were at the Tulsa County Fair 2001. It was the last Saturday it was open and it was around 7:35 PM and it was close to getting dark and we were standing by a big air conditioner that ran for the Expo Center. There was a really annoying green kiddie roller coaster by us too that kept making gay noises. We started to walk then he turned and we embraced. Standing there i felt perfect then his face went towards mine. I went perfectly along with it and then our noses brushed together and our lips hit perfectly. We kissed beautifully and we both parted our lips at the same time and our tongues met for the first time. Oh, it felt so beautiful and magical. I loved it! 8)
First Official Day of Going Out- November 10, 2001, I got home from skating and we were on the phone and he asked me out at 12:15 AM. So from now on we always say "Happy Anniversary" on 12:15 AM and 12:15 PM, just because it's our time of the day now. And every 10th of the month we try to give each other something or etc. We've been going out for 9 months and 1 day now. [It's August 11, 2002.]
Our Love- Our love is unexplainable. There is no way i could ever describe to you how much I adore and love this person. I never knew my being could be so drawn to another human this way. I am so attracted to him in everyway, his eyes, his nose, his face, his lips, his ears, his hair, his skin, his smile, his teeth, his tongue, his chest, his throat, his stomach, his muscles, his arms, his legs, his back, his shoulders, his grip, his beath, his voice, his body, his love, his adornment, his commitment, his dick, his ass, everything, he's utterly perfect no matter what anyone says about 'nobody's perfect' Eric is. He's my lil baby boy and nothing will ever change that. 8) I love him. I love Eric Jonathon Coleman, and i will til the day i die, then i will still find a way to love him. I promise. [I love you, Eric]
Gifts Bought- Hmm... my memory... let's see... I bought him a pair of $55.00 pants at Hot Topic, a black muscle-hugger shirt at Gadzooks, I bought him a picture frame and put a picture of me in it for our anniversary, 2 black binders, some college ruled paper, a few pencils, a black shirt with a panther on it, a CD case, some earphone things for his CD player, and I bought him a black cordless phone. He bought me two CDs, KoRn: Untouchables, and Spirit: Stallion of the Cimmaron Soundtrack. Can't remember anything else right now... [if you can't tell from this, I got money and he don't.]
Gifts Given- The best gift I have ever given to him has to be my love. But i've given him lots of lil bracelets and a few necklaces of mine so he can wear them. I let him borrow my cell phone for a while when his phone got turned off, he's got my cell phone charger now as of August 11, 2002. I gave him one of my free 1000 minutes of AOL and i set up my dad's account so he get's on my screen name alot to use AOL kuz it's better than Hotmail, i use my mom's account. I gave him some Vaseline as a joke once... hmm... I gave him a lil lizard that i made out of beads on a long string that he sometimes wear's as a necklace. I gave him an old shirt of my ex-boyfriend's with a skull on it and it was long sleeve, I gave him one of my Puma shirts kuz it was too big for me, I gave him Poofy, etc. He's given me some stuffed animals, HIS LOVE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT, he gave me a silver bracelet once, he gave me one of his mom's old college math books, anytime he'd find a penny or etc on the ground he'd give me that, he gave me a shirt with a wolf on it etc. [Told ya, im the one with the money, and the stuff... 8)]
Common Hang Outs- We mostly hang out at Skateland. But only on Tuesday, Friday, and Saturday nights. My baby wants a pair of Bonts... [speed skates] and his mom doesn't have the money and i don't have enough either or i'd buy them. I have some. 8) [tolda ya i was the one with the money] Sometimes we go to the movies at AMC. And other times we go to Promanade Mall. Just to shop or look around at Hot Topic etc. Sometimes he just comes here and we swim and play my Nintendo 64, or i'll go there and we'll jack around in his room. We used to go to Bell's alot but too many people we knew went there and it got too hot. We went to the lake together twice, once with my mom and once with my dad. 8)
The Break Up- He broke up with me. Period. Called me Satruday, February 2, 2K3 and broke up with me. Said i had been lying to him and he couldn't trust me. Even though he was the one with a new girlfriend first thing monday morning making out with her at school right in front of me. I never lied to the bastard. He's a jerk and wanted a reason to break up with me. This girl, Theresa... is fat and has ugly hair and has braces. I am skinny and he always talke about how pretty i was. I am short and have pretty brown hair and blonde streeks and etc. And he left me for that hippo. Who knows why guys do the things they do. But i think he had been cheating on me for that last month or two or three or four... Anyway our full relationship lasted 14 months, 21 days, 23 hours and about 55 minutes... 12:15 AM was when we started going out on a Saturday night... EVEN SOMEONE THAT I THOUGHT WAS THE WORLD TURNED OUT TO BE A CHEAT!
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