

Abhinav Bindra  : getting it right the first time ...needs luck
                  and a lot of preparation.


Mobile  a device for surveilance and convinence.


Am (optionally I) in so much pain that i couln't see or percieve
                   someone else's pain or the truth.

Beer  for  belly and  vodka for muscles.


the world is up for grabs ?? ...most adolecent's dilemma

           should one experience the  world ??
        or should one follow elder's advice ??
        or take life as it come's viz.  cums 
               (being sarcastic or sadistic expression at its best)



Life is funny ...and trivial at its best,


 
                 you want something ....would you settle for something ...less ??

 
                 ....how would that reflect upon some one's attitude , life, ego ...blah ...blah ...??


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paying price for something 


a) be sure of what ur selling ??

       ...be patient enough to complete the task undertaken ??


           sometime back i choose to take up ...selling he-pa-vax ....not quite sure of what it is marketed for ??

           
           for some reason ...quit the job in middle ...not sure whether the task was completed properly or not ??


            ...one of the brother's ...to whom i tried selling it ...didn't wanted me to be anywhere near his premises ??


          ...few year's down the lane ....a product (or similar ) i marketed from the same company ....was used against me

          ....issuee ...is who is paying the price of my deeds ???


 Motive: a individual ...trapped in artha.. kama ..lustre's of a common man .....some one choose to use it effectively


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stage ....a practice session of singh is king or some other  ...blah ...blah song was going on ...

....watching from the rear ....a beautiful swan(silver wearings for ankle's ...) ...fell for me ...well ,am not quite sure
 of what is so special about ...me .......

      all i know is that ...am skewed as long as i cannot forget that ...sketch ...a stroke of god ...in one of his altar's at best

    .....now i see the women's mother ...taking all the trouble ...???

    .....only God can help?? 
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un ravelling the mystery of when -AA-donga !!

         HAR  A  RAMA .....HAR A KRISTNA
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            KRISTNA KRISTNA HAR A HAR A .......core of this kichidi language  beja-wada  
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RAISE FROM 
Life is all about and is about,


            when one is able to take decisions,

            ability to decide what is good for you, what is bad for you,

            and standing up to consequence's of the choice's taken by yourself ...for you are responsible for your deeds.

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Theme: I have ...answers to questions that we\never raised BY OTHERS ....in the first place by others

                                      ...arrived at in the first plaCE ...WHERE DID QUESTION ...SELF QUESTIONING
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aCUPUNTURE THERAPY : MYSTERY ...THE body rush's HARMONE'S  to the place one feel's pain   ...usually make's us feel pain at a specific 
                     area or part of the body, .....simply ...simulate slight   pain in all the areas surrounding the place
                     (where one needs relief), in question ,  one essentially finds relief


                                                  ....no hidden mystery

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Concentration ...can work miracle's,


                      once a small kid was trying to reproduce ...a small piece of drawing,

                      he was astounded at what he had in his hand ....he felt  all   the confidence in the world,

                      ...some time down the lane ....he tried ....reproducing the same painting ...he couldn't do it,

                  
                      is there a lesson to be learnt.
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Just another day in life ...and a sad fact to dawn upon,

                
                    i saw this women who writes a famous column ...i really don't know what she preached , how she wanted to shape up
                    the mind's of those who read her column,
  
                    when it dawned up on me that this is the same women ....i knew for years ....reading her column n article's  ,
   
                    she was strolling for a walk  ....was she guiding me ...or she wanted to convey something i wasn't , all i wanted
                    was muster up enough courage and talk ......alas some one asked inquistively  ....something ...i replied in al ...
                    innocence ...i wanted to be back ....may catch up on something ...a middle aged lady by the way ...were it fate
                    or fool hardy ...it was too late to dwan upon me ....and i only keep pondering  ....will i be ever be able to
                    catch up with this lady ?? .....but it was only a moment ago ...
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comming back to depression ....


                   some time back ...i was ...really ....really lost in life ,


                   ....had kind of an argument ...with ...my  ....father

                   ....very very ...unusual of me  ...i drank what ever was handy ...though it turned out to be no more than soap water,

                     ...for more than an a few minutes (say 30 ,40 mins) i was my usual self ,


                   all of a sudden ....now am forced to sit in front of the dinning table ....forced to eat,

                  
                   .....that is when i felt ....all sorts of worms in my stomach ......i litterally ...admitted or spilled the truth ....


                   .....all hell broke out ....and am there in a hospital ......

                     ........wether ....if...there is any good that i gained out of hospital


                   ...i donno .....hospitals ...psychologists ....psycho analysts ...do they really offer, what is necessarly good for you,
                   
                   .....at the end of the day ...am extremely rational ...my cool self ....but infront of my father ....i don't know who am

                         .....am just startled the way he manage's ...rage fire out of me ....

                           
                    giving in to move to different country to take up a job,...an accident, ...an attempt ...what not  i would defintly..
                    say ...he was always ...a driving force behind my life
                 


                   .....but at the end of the day i only realize that ...he is part of a social system ...his ...action's and deed's
                   are a result of his reacting to his surrondings and those influencing him ....

                    .....i don't know who manage's to influence him ....may be i haven't given enough thought,

                    .....at the day i only see ....some reflections


                     ....actions , deed's of individual are consequences of reacting to various force's influencing his environment
                      (anology say domicile )


                    who determine's whose or who's action's and deeds.   

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when several force's are acting upon a individual ........


                     ....one these's force's acting upon him have to get better off  the other 


                        ....that is when you see some one ...in motion ( ...say reacting ....to ...a ..motive)...say resulting into a deed.

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               ..persuit...motive ....and a few other things ...that excite ...or incite me ,      


                                             .....i have ...to learn to conquer the fear for water ,

                                             .....now i know what is meant by a goal ....consider the merits ...de merits ...

                                              .........
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arithma ...of  G-et, p-ut and the post

G-et : G (lingo should be synonmyous by now)  economic times,


p -ut:  pee universal times


POST : wish some one can decipher it amply for me
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......at the end of all the above.... crap ....one is through by now ...what i have ...now is consiononce ...am more aware of myself

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why is web2.0 better off , safer and comparitively more reliable.
             
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Does D-HTML OFFER THE POWER OF XML WITH HTML ?? ....OR IS that just a puzzle left to be unravelled ??

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A compendium of  GIG -A- bites 

                          ....a  humorous ...
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