In the stench of my mind,
and in cold arms of my mother,
I heard them marching
to the dormitory door,
as she told me that they wanted to
  silence their songs
    probe their bodies,
      and their hands
      belonged to the kitchen.

I heard my loved ones fitful,
screaming out names into the night,
drowning in nightmare sweat,
and the fearful morning would bring
  a search into every face.

I wonder where that friendly soldier is now,
the one that picked me up high
on his broad shoulders for the press shot
  on victory day.

That night,
my father made me cry
  for kissing that soldier's cheek
but, but they told me to
and I was always taught
  to obey.


I was five.
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