Can�t see no sun


I hate despair
with a passion
it erodes my soul
yes my soul,
my precious ruby
born-innocent soul,

rendering me
wild, bleeding, troubled
pitiful, anguished, spilling
ugly, twisted, revengeful
and spitting,

losing me
did I invite it in
or give it permission?
I never opened the door
It just barged on in,
It has no home here.

consuming me
I hate how it
subtly settled into my thoughts
I hate how it
melded to my spirit
thinking it has the final act,
will I be anger�s live feast?

destroying me,
in the eye of the storm,
every single word
that comes from my mouth
is bitter and tainted,
pouring acid pain
and lightning tongue
upon all that I love
destroying what's left
of my bitter world.

Can't see no sun!


shalome � 2004
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