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My world was a subservient world
so it should come as no surprise that I easily transition
from one world to the next. Too, he had the advantage as
without my knowing he inserted himself into my every breath
for the year he lived at the temple and worked beside the
people of my village. I had just turned 16 when I first
saw him watching me on the walk sweeping and I felt something,
an invasion by way of a warmth that touched my skin. I could
not look him in the eye as I might give myself away, something
I do not fear now. I now wish him to see what my eyes have
to tell him .. I am in awe of what I have become and what
I will become. That year I was oblivious to what was happening
to me and now that I look back there were so many signs
that he was taking control of me and I thought I was a young
silly girl, shy and innocent in my thoughts by day as I
worked beside him. By night my mind and body were taken
by dreams that a young girl probably should not have and
many times I would wake writhing in my bed to see him standing
there unsure if he was an illusion of my mind or not. He
says now it was him watching me. Is it no wonder I came
to this world already in love with him and willing to serve.
Once I was over the anger and shock that is.
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