| Go I�ve nothing more to say to you. If I thought you cared, even for a second, I�d laugh. I try to cleanse my body. What hurts my body eases my mind. Even when surrounded, I can�t help but feel alone. I do it to myself. I feel aged and separated. My fresh, young mind is no longer. I rust away like a forgotten� Sleepless� Tearless� The world tells me that I�m alive, My body refuses to believe. I believe in nothing anymore. Bitter and alone. I feel as if I�ve hit rock bottom, but fear it�s only the beginning. I�m tired. I can�t believe what I�ve let myself become. I remember what it is to be happy, but forget as fast as I can. There�s no reason to feel this way. I thrive on agony, I can�t live a life without pain. My head is pounding, I don�t know why. I try to let it out, but still I cannot cry, I�m anxious to get home, to resume the misery I�ve left behind. I�d sleep my life away if I could�I might. But I would settle for just tonight. Goodnight for those who sleep�dream for me. Find me a happier place. A place where my mind is free. |
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