ENDLESS

as i stand here , with my fingers incased within the rings ,
i wonder what lies on the other side.
feeling pent up inside,
with an urge to run.
what binds me to this eartly form?
a lone silver cord.
the figures splay in and out of this firey hell,
reaching out for me.
tempting me with their broken promises ,
a scream echos through my mind over and over again, as a cold hot shiver runs down my spine.
who is this that screams so loudly?
why doesth this dream plague me so?
I awaken in a cold sweat.
My heart beats so, I feel it will explode.
My mind runs wildy with this dream
still dancing before my eyes.
I bring down the white light of goodness ,
To surround me,
To give me the eternal strength .
Calling on the spirit guides one by one.
To lend me an ear , so that I may figure out this
horrid dream .
One by one they show themselves to me,
Calming my feverous heart.
HE turns and points,
And before me unfolds the firey hell.

I see the pain and misery that my people once endured.
The long and hard trail of tears,
Woman and children struggling against natures cold and hard fury.
The old ones dieing , as the stumble and fall.
Thier pain reaches out to me over time.
To once again pull me closer to it.

He turns to me, looking with his eyes filled with pain.
"Know this, see this. This is part of you. Take what you see here and it will implant itself within you. To grow and give you courage .Embrace the past as it has come to embrace you. Turn you back no longer on what lies within you."
He turns and walks away, leaving only the scent of a burning camp fire.
Once again , I lay down to sleep again.
With a knowing inside.
An understanding within.

copywrite june 2000 by shadwlf
all rights reserved

sometimes what i write , is deep. and sometimes its hard to understand. this came to me while on one of my astral trips. i had thought for about a week that it was a contiuous nightmare. one that would leave me waking up and screaming . i hope when you read this, that you understand what i am trying to protray.
thank you.
shadwlf.

click on here to go to the first saga that i wrote. PATHS...just follow the links on the pages and it will take to the end.

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thebeginning.............and read Tenacles of Time

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let the rings take you to "Caged" and feel the pain that lies within her caged spirit.