The Truth About Sleep Paralysis
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When I did have the chance to reject their disbelief, I did immediately. I stood up to them, the spirits, the physical family, all of them at once. They started fighting me, of course, especially my brother whom didn't want his petty little whims to be uncovered. It became quite obvious that all he cared for was himself and that he had become quite apt at creating illusions. So, the attacks got worse. I got a very serious illness that I haven't completely recovered from to this day. I could clock it, I uncover something else about him or any of the other bad minded spirits, and I get sick, I mean point of death sick. It took me a while to uncover things and understand. I always had to put my health first and coincidentally(?) that hindered me in educating myself on some very important things!
He tried for what seems like forever to take over my body, too, not caring if he had made it sick or not. My mother was no help for obvious reasons stated above, and the fact that she put more stock in him dead than she did me alive. He was a perfect angel in everyone's eyes. In death, he gave the illusion to their spirits and psyches that he was the exact same person that he was in life, even his spirit looked like this body! It was easy for those uniformed people to believe this. He had a good chance through ignorance all of my life to use what he could see and I could not through the psychic link that was naturally there.
He was constantly on the job too. The more knowledge I got, the more he had to work to put up illusions to cover his track and the more knowledge he had to get to keep at least one or two steps ahead of me for his stuff to work and so he could stay in control. there was also the threat of my opening the eyes of others around me, including those close to me, which I was in the process of doing. Even sprit that tried to help me, he tried to kill, to destroy their souls! Why? They were helping me, hence stopping him!
He wanted my body bad, and would stop at nothing to get it. He raped me mentally, spiritually, and yes, physically everyday for nearly a year. He tried to get close to all my friends as well and make them think more of him than they did me. In most cases it worked. He had the ability to manifest powerfully. He could become solid as you and me when he choose and for however long he choose. that was lesson #1 for me.
When he got me real sick, that's when I would wake up but I wasn't awake. Most of the time I felt like I was dead and thought it more than once too. My brother and his little "minions" would be choking me, dragging me forcefully out of my body and trying to block me from getting back in so he could have it!
The sleep paralysis was the worst feeling that I've ever had. It was the LIVING NIGHTMARE. My body was totally functionless and they also had a grip on my subconscious which made it worse, harder for me to know what was happening, except for the seemingly lifeless state of my body to put me in more terror than I was already in because of the threats to my life.
Sometimes I saw the totally black oozy forThat is just a tiny tidbit of what happened to me during that time. I have 4 pics that any one of them shows up the whole story, even the curses and the mindset of my mother. It all was caught on film with the first roll of film that I had ever attempted to take of the paranormal around my home of 27 years. I will tell the whole story later!
Now back to the basics of sleep paralysis. I hope my experiences has helped to inform you, at least a little bit. This is no easy subject and cannot be covered in one article or post alone. I hope to give you more information in the future. But for now I give you what I know ... My knowledge of the past several years.ms hovering over my spirit, knocking me out of my body each time I went toward it to get back in. Sometimes I didn't breathe because I couldn't. I would feel the bed bounce but my body did not move. I have gotten into a full fledged wrestling match and physical fight while beside my own nonfunctioning body. Many times the bed would bounce and my body with it when this happened and I fought them. Every good spirit and every innocent spirit that was not on his side or under his illusions, either him or his helpers would try their best to destroy their whole souls. He tried to destroy my own soul while I was out of body by own force.
Not all of my experiences with sleep paralysis was because of spiritual and physical attack (which come into the same category when we are dealing with this type of manifestation). After the spirits were destroyed (by a collaborative effort by many people and spirits of higher powers), I still retreated into those nightmares again, along with flashbacks. I would think it was happening but would soon snap out of it and return to the normal waking state. I got leary about Out of Body Experiences (OBE's) for a while, since I had been forced out and nearly destroyed everyday for nearly a year. I can say I learned a great deal and know how to handle a lot more than I ever thought that I would before these things happened. The bad news is it cost me a lot of health and almost cost me my life on many, many occasion.
That is just a tiny tidbit of what happened to me during that time. I have 4 pics that any one of them shows up the whole story, even the curses and the mindset of my mother. It all was caught on film with the first roll of film that I had ever attempted to take of the paranormal around my home of 27 years. I will tell the whole story later!
Now back to the basics of sleep paralysis. I hope my experiences has helped to inform you, at least a little bit. This is no easy subject and cannot be covered in one article or post alone. I hope to give you more information in the future. But for now I give you what I know ... My knowledge of the past several years.
