Poems by Leanna
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I spoke,
did you hear me?
I'm talking to you,
don't turn away.
Why won't you listen?
Don't you wanna know?
You're ignoring me,
I don't like that!
Now  you argue,
but facts escape you.
Stop!
Just stop it!
Shut-up and listen to me!
(For a change!)

I'm alone,
I know that now.
No one wants to hear me out.
You don't care,
You know it's true.
The only one you hear is you.

I listen,
as you scream on.
You drown me out,
as I try to speak.
My opinions don't matter?
Are you out of your mind?
I have thoughts too,
you could care less.
You can't hear me,
as words flow out.
Stop!
Just stop it!
Shut-up and listen to me!
(For a change!)

I'm alone,
I know that now.
No one wants to hear me out.
You don't care,
You know it's true.
The only one you hear is you.
Diseased
I close my eyes to the blinding pain.
I lay there letting it eat away.
I do not fight as it takes over.
Death would be a comforting relief.

Come and get me, God of mine.
I yearn for the days when I felt fine.
This pain is cutting at my soul.
I'm ready to go! I'm ready to go!

Take me! Take me! I wish to flee!
Why won't the doctors just let me be!
I'm too far gone to come back now.
Leave me alone so I may sleep.
I feel it welling up inside,
an unhappiness I just can't hide.
I feel as though I could die,
I simply lie here and cry, and cry...
If you'll hold me, hold me tight,
comfort me, love me, show me the light.
Prove to me that someone cares,
that this world isn't full of glares.
The only closeness that I've been shown,
is hatred from my family, sadly my own.
Love me, adore me, take me away,
there's somewhere else I'd much rather stay.
As long as I am in your arms,
I know I'll never really be harmed.
Have you seen me?
I am missing,
I've gone somewhere,
I don't know where.

I last saw me,
sitting quietly,
staring softly,
into nothing.

I was crying,
thinking sadly,
I miss him madly,
I'm without him.
I don't wanna hear your shit no more,
I'm ready to walk right through that door!
I'm tired of you calling me a whore!

You only believe what others say,
You don't deserve my respect ANYWAY!
You'll regret your choices someday! Someday!

But someday can't come soon enough,
And you'll all miss me terribly, TOUGH!
Doing your own work could get rough!

Trust me, I will be just fine,
I'm not just feeding you a line,
Everthing will click, all in due time!

Why won't you just let me be?
Who you wanna see just isn't me!
I wish you'd open your eyes and see!

Fuck you!  I'm doing the best I can!
Don't care if you don't like my man!
Trust me, he's not your biggest fan!

Looking up toward the sky,
spreading my wings, longing to fly.
Lifting up into the air,
nothing can hurt me while I'm up here.
Flying higher, into the clouds,
Loving the freedom, laughing out loud.
Tumbling, twirling, I can't hold it in,
having such fun gliding on the wind.
Looking down to the world below,
escaping such misery, you just do not know
.
Laying on the sofa,
listening to his heart beating,
listening to his rhythmic breathing,
feeling the strength of his arms around me,
feeling the warmth of his body 'gainst my body,
Heaven
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