Too Many Thoughts
Too much vengeance
too much anger
for me to hold it back.
Too much running through my head
for you to understand.
All of it trying to come out,
explode on everyone
me trying to hold it back
until my time is done.
So many thoughts,
mixing with each other
Should I stay?
should I go?
does it even matter?
Will this anger ever leave me?
or will it hurt those dear to me?
Can I overcome this fear?
will it overcome me?
I sit in the shadows,
clouded within my head
to try and overcome this fear
that is always looming overhead.
