Sanity
Is there sanity still to be found for me,
me the forever lost soul?
Not alone anymore, just lost
always so lost to myself.
I sit and stare in wonder
at the hollow reflection in the mirror.
Is that distorted figure really me
or is my life one big illusion again?
What was once my precious reality
has cracked, all that deception shattered.
Not imagination of other this time, just me
am I all just imagination?
I watch the world as I float by,
the gray and darkness binding me.
My eyes are so red, stung with tears
as all my fears are brought to life.
Will my insanity continue and spread on,
to make this chaos of mine others chaos too?
There is no pain, no sadness to be found
merely the emptiness that is now me.
Everything is now a raging nothingness,
I see no purpose or end to it all.
So in the darkness I shall sit
until that glimmer of light
can shine through again
and perhaps some sanity once again restored.
