| My Poems |
| Ripples in the Water Every mistake i make Is like a title wave It goes on forever in the ocean Making a continous motion It messes up everything The way you think about me Even if i tried to do something right The ripples would stand out like light But what if i do something good? Maybe the ripples would But then how can i tell the difference Good from bad? This is making me mad Why cant life just be simple? Why does it have to make a ripple? I want the water to just be calm Without the slightest movement in the pond But where would be the fun in that? BUt the water would be flat And there would be No ripples in the water |
| Worst Case Sinereo! Do you really love me? And really, truely care? Cuz my mind is wondering Why im really there Dont get me wrong I love you with all my heart and soul But is that how you love me tho? I know you tell me what i want to hear But is that what you really feel, that is what i fear I finally found someone to love and cherish me But weather it is real i have yet to see If you shall not be faithful, and you better not lie! You have to tell me so i can get on with my life You dont even understand what im going thru Im saving myself for you, you and only you And if your not doing the same Then ill give up right now I will not be with a man who cheats on me, no way no how So if this is so then you have no choice but to let me go A wise person once told me, you men are all the same All this is to you is just a game Well, i am preparing myself to lose this one But i will not quit this game, it could be fun Time will only tell what you really are And if you really love me, the end is not to far But weather the end be when we are over Or the begining of forever We will see, it all depends on how you feel for me And only you can know this, only you know the truth I just can hope and pray, that its what you say But the one thing i do know, is that i love you so And if im just here for the ride and you dump me in the end Cuz you found that woman there, for whom you really care Then my heart will break, but it will mend You shall be on your way with her, and i shall find mine But baby please remember that this is just the Worst Case Sinereo |
| You can see me in the light But i prefer to stay out of sight I hide behind everything telephone post and egales wing Behind the corner and out of view I will always follow you You might forget but ill be there Following every strand of hair You better watch out cuz i will tell I cannot lie well Me and you look the same Shadow is my name |
| All Alone Another day of lonlieness No ones here with me Just thinking of the maddness Makes me crazy as can be Locked up in my own lil world Gives me time to see All the ppl in my life that mean the world to me But do i mean the same to them as they do to me I sure hope because i love them endlessly |
| One Day Im deppressed And im sad Lonley And mad Scared And hurt By the friends that i had No one seems to care I know they are there Will they understand When i tell them my plan But i know it will be ok Hopefully one day |
| Alone I dont know why i loved you I dont know why i cared I knew youd never love me And that youd never be there I dont know why i do this And break my own damn heart I always find the person to tear my world apart I guess i cant trust me to give the damn thing away So unless someone steals it I'll keep it at bay So then ill never cry because of a broken heart I'll only cry at night cuz im lonley and torn apart |
| Thanx As i write this poem About the things i feel I hope that it will sooth me And make this a dream instead of real Poetry helps your feelings And helps to make things right But as much as i try to forget you Your memory wins the fight This poem is one of many To get you off my mind But as hard as i try your right there in clear sight I bang my head on walls and doors Trying to make you leave I dont know why you didnt see what you meant to me But now i know you just dont care Im just that girl over there You dont care about me You dont even see Look into my eyes and there wont be any glee All you'll see is sadness And a broken heart And i just wanted to thank you, thanx for riping it apart |
| Such a Fool Right now i wish i had a knife To stab right through my heart I just want someone to take my life Cuz my world has fallen apart You were the one thing in my life that i could never lose And now that your gone i dont know what to do You said you loved me You said it was true I guess im just a fool I should have learned a long time ago Boys just do it for the show They never really understand They never really care They just take your heart and act like its not there And now i know this thanx alot For showing me on first hand Now i know theres no such thing as a real man |
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| Im Sorry It feels as if your not really there No more do you care Miles away or so it seems But your right by me Everyone feels so distant And everything is so consistant Each and everyday go by The hours seem to fly But no one even trys to understand Why so shaky is my hand I try to stop myself Showing them is bad for my health They dont need to know But sometimes my feelings show I try to hide them with all my will But sometimes it really kills Sometimes they just sneak out nd then I begin to shout No one needs to know how I feel Them knowing will not heal Me in any way So on this day I apologize There not your problems, but mine |
| Questions I have a question or 2 About life and what we do We as humans live so weird Its what god above has always feared Some do wrongs And some do rights Some of us always have to fight Fight for truth, love, and even hate And whats up with this thing called fate? Is it real or is it wrong Is it right to sit and wait For something that was "meant to be" Well as for fate I have yet to see Another thing thats been on my mind This question is not one of a kind Why are we really here? Why do we live each year? We know everyday is one less day we have to live And what does our life give? We make new people to do the same To just die after it spreads its name And it goes on like that forever Some say we will find out why After the day we die I obviously do not know But one day I hope so Another thing that I've been questioning Is a little thing called "Playing" Why do guys hurt us so? I dont see the enjoyment in the show Everyone just wants some love And to feel that they belong To me it just seems so wrong These questions were floating in my mind And I wanted to get them out on paper The answers I do not expect to find |
| Whats Right For Me I dont knw why I tell you this I dont know why I do You obviously dont care That my happiness is true I tell you how I feel Hoping each and everytime That you will try to understand That you will be kind You dont even pretend That you even care Cant you see this smile That is rarley ever there? I am actually happy Happy for once in my life Please just be happy for me I dont want to cause strife I just need to feel That you do support me I know my actions may not be 100% of your taste I just dont want my life to be a waste I try to do whats right I think about it every night But I cannot please each and everyone But I have to remember that I am #1 |
| Bullshit No one fucking understands me No one even cares to try But screw you all Cuz I'll get by You think you know Shit, you wish you did I'll never tell I keep it well hid Ha, what are you gonna do now? You think you can stop me But you dont even know how I'll find a way To do what I want Wheather you even like it or not Try to stop me, oh I wish you would You wouldn't even if you could You think you know You say its so Its not the same Times have changed Your getting old and its different now The things that go down, you don't know how The way things work are not the same Your time has already gone and came I know, I know "you were my age once" Thats a bunch of bullshit to scare me Sry babe, Im not as stupid as I seem |