My Poems
Ripples in the Water
Every mistake i make
Is like a title wave
It goes on forever in the ocean
Making a continous motion
It messes up everything
The way you think about me
Even if i tried to do something right
The ripples would stand out like light
But what if i do something good?
Maybe the ripples would
But then how can i tell the difference
Good from bad?
This is making me mad
Why cant life just be simple?
Why does it have to make a ripple?
I want the water to just be calm
Without the slightest movement in the pond
But where would be the fun in that?
BUt the water would be flat
And there would be
No ripples in the water
Worst Case Sinereo!
Do you really love me?
And really, truely care?
Cuz my mind is wondering
Why im really there
Dont get me wrong
I love you with all my heart and soul
But is that how you love me tho?
I know you tell me what i want to hear
But is that what you really feel, that is what i fear
I finally found someone to love and cherish me
But weather it is real i have yet to see
If you shall not be faithful, and you better not lie!
You have to tell me so i can get on with my life
You dont even understand what im going thru
Im saving myself for you, you and only you
And if your not doing the same
Then ill give up right now
I will not be with a man who cheats on me, no way no how
So if this is so then you have no choice but to let me go
A wise person once told me, you men are all the same
All this is to you is just a game
Well, i am preparing myself to lose this one
But i will not quit this game, it could be fun
Time will only tell what you really are
And if you really love me, the end is not to far
But weather the end be when we are over
Or the begining of forever
We will see, it all depends on how you feel for me
And only you can know this, only you know the truth
I just can hope and pray, that its what you say
But the one thing i do know, is that i love you so
And if im just here for the ride and you dump me in the end
Cuz you found that woman there, for whom you really care
Then my heart will break, but it will mend
You shall be on your way with her, and i shall find mine
But baby please remember that this is just the
Worst Case Sinereo
You can see me in the light
But i prefer to stay out of sight
I hide behind everything
telephone post and egales wing
Behind the corner and out of view
I will always follow you
You might forget but ill be there
Following every strand of hair
You better watch out cuz i will tell
I cannot lie well
Me and you look the same
Shadow is my name
All Alone
Another day of lonlieness
No ones here with me
Just thinking of the maddness
Makes me crazy as can be
Locked up in my own lil world
Gives me time to see
All the ppl in my life that mean the world to me
But do i mean the same to them as they do to me
I sure hope because i love them endlessly
One Day
Im deppressed
And im sad
Lonley
And mad
Scared
And hurt
By the friends that i had
No one seems to care
I know they are there
Will they understand
When i tell them my plan
But i know it will be ok
Hopefully one day
Alone
I dont know why i loved you
I dont know why i cared
I knew youd never love me
And that youd never be there
I dont know why i do this
And break my own damn heart
I always find the person to tear my world apart
I guess i cant trust me to give the damn thing away
So unless someone steals it
I'll keep it at bay
So then ill never cry because of a broken heart
I'll only cry at night cuz im lonley and torn apart
Thanx
As i write this poem
About the things i feel
I hope that it will sooth me
And make this a dream instead of real
Poetry helps your feelings
And helps to make things right
But as much as i try to forget you
Your memory wins the fight
This poem is one of many
To get you off my mind
But as hard as i try your right there in clear sight
I bang my head on walls and doors
Trying to make you leave
I dont know why you didnt see what you meant to me
But now i know you just dont care
Im just that girl over there
You dont care about me
You dont even see
Look into my eyes and there wont be any glee
All you'll see is sadness
And a broken heart
And i just wanted to thank you, thanx for riping it apart
Such a Fool
Right now i wish i had a knife
To stab right through my heart
I just want someone to take my life
Cuz my world has fallen apart
You were the one thing in my life that i could never lose
And now that your gone i dont know what to do
You said you loved me
You said it was true
I guess im just a fool
I should have learned a long time ago
Boys just do it for the show
They never really understand
They never really care
They just take your heart and act like its not there
And now i know this thanx alot
For showing me on first hand
Now i know theres no such thing as a real man
Im Sorry
It feels as if your not really there
No more do you care
Miles away or so it seems
But your right by me
Everyone feels so distant
And everything is so consistant
Each and everyday go by
The hours seem to fly
But no one even trys to understand
Why so shaky is my hand
I try to stop myself
Showing them is bad for my health
They dont need to know
But sometimes my feelings show
I try to hide them with all my will
But sometimes it really kills
Sometimes they just sneak out
nd then I begin to shout
No one needs to know how I feel
Them knowing will not heal
Me in any way
So on this day
I apologize
There not your problems, but mine


Questions
I have a question or 2
About life and what we do
We as humans live so weird
Its what god above has always feared
Some do wrongs
And some do rights
Some of us always have to fight
Fight for truth, love, and even hate
And whats up with this thing called fate?
Is it real or is it wrong
Is it right to sit and wait
For something that was "meant to be"
Well as for fate I have yet to see
Another thing thats been on my mind
This question is not one of a kind
Why are we really here?
Why do we live each year?
We know everyday is one less day we have to live
And what does our life give?
We make new people to do the same
To just die after it spreads its name
And it goes on like that forever
Some say we will find out why
After the day we die
I obviously do not know
But one day I hope so
Another thing that I've been questioning
Is a little thing called "Playing"
Why do guys hurt us so?
I dont see the enjoyment in the show
Everyone just wants some love
And to feel that they belong
To me it just seems so wrong
These questions were floating in my mind
And I wanted to get them out on paper
The answers I do not expect to find
Whats Right For Me
I dont knw why I tell you this
I dont know why I do
You obviously dont care
That my happiness is true
I tell you how I feel
Hoping each and everytime
That you will try to understand
That you will be kind
You dont even pretend
That you even care
Cant you see this smile
That is rarley ever there?
I am actually happy
Happy for once in my life
Please just be happy for me
I dont want to cause strife
I just need to feel
That you do support me
I know my actions may not be
100% of your taste
I just dont want my life to be a waste
I try to do whats right
I think about it every night
But I cannot please each and everyone
But I have to remember that I am #1
Bullshit
No one fucking understands me
No one even cares to try
But screw you all
Cuz I'll get by
You think you know
Shit, you wish you did
I'll never tell
I keep it well hid
Ha, what are you gonna do now?
You think you can stop me
But you dont even know how
I'll find a way
To do what I want
Wheather you even like it or not
Try to stop me, oh I wish you would
You wouldn't even if you could
You think you know
You say its so
Its not the same
Times have changed
Your getting old and its different now
The things that go down, you don't know how
The way things work are not the same
Your time has already gone and came
I know, I know "you were my age once"
Thats a bunch of bullshit to scare me
Sry babe, Im not as stupid as I seem
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